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"Time for you to start drinking!" Matt remarked, already mixing my drink together enthusiastically in the kitchen.
Tonight I had gotten a text earlier from Matt saying to meet at Lars' place to hang. I hadn't been there in several weeks and decided I owed them a visit. Lars answered the door, appearing the same as always: pale skin with freckles, deep, red, scruffled hair, and soft spoken voice. I looked around and saw no one else there and looked at him puzzled...
"Booze run," he said, reading my mind. I nodded, put my purse down, and got settled in.
I guess Lars and I have an interesting relationship. Of course we're good friends, but there was a time about a year ago when he had certain feelings for me, and I couldn't say that I felt the same way. I don't know what it is, since he's such a nice guy. But I'm just not attracted to him. He knows that I have a boyfriend now, but I feel like every time he looks at me the way he does, he's thinking 'I'm here anytime'.
Kind of cute, kind of creepy.
After catching up with Lars, his roomate Devon walked in, cursing something or another. Later, an old friend Brittany stopped by as well, and then of course Matt came back from his booze run with Ryan.
Matt always texts or calls me every now and then, inviting me to something and I tend to bail. I think it's because I feel guilty if I hang out with him alone, since I have a boyfriend, and Matt and I used to had a fling last year. No, it wasn't an emotional fling whatsoever... just physical. (... I know, don't hate me.)
But it was great seeing everyone, and several more girls showed up, turning it into a fun, relaxed night.
I had a few drinks and also started hearing about hook ups here and there amongst the group. As I looked from one person to another, I began to figure out who did who last night... and for some reason, I really wished my boyfriend John was there.
It's been a whole two weeks since I last got to see him, and with the couples in my presence, mixed with the alcohol within me, I started missing John quite a bit.
-Sigh-
Between all the drinking games and the funny jokes, Lars' flirty smiles and the taking pictures, all I could think about was my dear boyfriend... so far away.
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Posted by letusponder on 2008-07-23 01:37:52 | Rating: | Views: 41
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