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Christmas/New Years
my visit to Missouri wasn't as bad as I thought. We had a lot of family time and I saw relatives I hadn't seen in ages. I hate it that everywhere in Missouri the restaurants still have smoking sections..gross. So late night on the 28th Lucas suprised me! He got my sister's number (which I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-03 17:10:08 | Rating:

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Japan
The past couple days I've been really sick. I had a fever of 102 and had no voice. I'm a lot better now though. I've been taking a bunch of medicine. He sent me a text out of nowhere on the 17th. We were waiting to speak for 30 days and he stopped at 27. I really appreciate what he said......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-20 17:10:55 | Rating:

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sick sick sick
Gross I am so ill today. I only went to two of my four classes. I couldn't sit through one more clas sneezing, snoting, eyes watering and coughing. On top of that I'm pretty sure my fever is comming back. I'm taking so much medication and it isn't helping. I'm going to take more and lie......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-18 16:52:45 | Rating:

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catching up
so I haven't got to write anything in a while. My second term of school started after Thanksgiving break and I guess I've been too busy or I just haven't had any privacy to. Well I'm looking into Graduate School! Who knew?! Well it kind of made sense. In May I will obtain my Bachelor's of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-15 00:00:24 | Rating:

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nervous breakdown?
this morning everything seemed to hit me at once..I feel like everything is piling up and I don't have the money or power to take care of all of it.. 1. owe half of the plane ticket to parents for Christmas break $145 2. laptop is broken, needs to be fixed $ ??? 3.new breaks/rotors,pads,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-26 13:07:27 | Rating:

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arrow through my heart Explicit Content
this 30 day thing is killing me..I suppose it's because I don't do anything but sit around and think about it/him. I just want to know what he is thinking..I wanted to pick up the phone and call him so bad today..but we'...Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-25 16:06:14 | Rating:

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get down with the sickness
gees somebody tell me how this happened?! I'm so sick..like runny nose, clogged head sick..this hardly ever happens. I'm taking dayquil, nightquil, alka-seltzer, vitamin C, some liquid vitamins that taste aweful..it's not going away..I my body hurts..I think I'm going to take a bath..oh and Happy......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-22 18:45:59 | Rating:

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30 days
I received a phone call from him yesterday. I was in shock. Dammit I was doing so good too. He said "so you're done with me for good..forever?" "you just delete me off your myspace (checking each other's profiles is childish of a 22 and 26 year old I already know) and delete my......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-20 12:39:21 | Rating:

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books for this sort of thing..
so I guess sitting around sulking and trying to solve the problem yourself doesn't really do the trick.. I decided to go to Barnes & Noble to check it out.. I got this book called " It's Called a Break Up Because It's Broken-the Smart Girl's Break Up Buddy" well needless to......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-18 23:09:30 | Rating:

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letting go
how do you get over a break up? Him and I are thousands of miles apart but I can't get the thought of him out of my head. It really stinks. I wish I could make it work but it's already over. Why do I care so much anyway? I guess it's true yo always want what you can't have. I want to let go......Read More