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"I love you to death, if you meet somebody else yeah that would suck but I think we should just be friends, an 8 hour difference is too hard"
take a knife to my heart, that's what you just did. He's going to Japan, we've been together for two years and now he decides "we should just be friends".
How could he? And by sending me a text?! Come on you're 27 years old. You know when I'm 27 I hope I'm engaged at least.
"I still want to be friends"..who uses that line? It's bullshit. What happend? Just one month ago, ONE MONTH you said you were probably going to San Diego and even if you did go to Japan you said we could visit each other. Now you're not even willing to give it a chance? What or who may I ask gave you this idea? Who put these thoughts in your head? Why is everything so different now when nothing's changed?
"if you meet somebody else that would suck" who says that? No..who says "I love you and want to marry you" then says that?! "if you meet somebody else"..that shouldn't EVER be an option, not a thought that crosses into your mind if you're in love with somebody. Does he even know what love is?
it's been days and no word from him. Just a myspace message 'you took me off here.wow".."wow what? you ripped my heart in half...through a text" was my reply. Monday I thought I was going to lose it. He won't call, he won't email, write..nothing. He's too stubborn and he obviously doesn't care.
This hurts, this pain hurts so bad. It's hard to go to work and act like everything's okay. No matter what I'm thinking about he's in the back of my mind. What happend? How can you love somebody and just pratically fall off the face of the earth and never talk to them again? How can you just leave that other person hanging and confused with no closure. If it's over it's over.
This pain is so real. The lump in my throat is hard to swallow.
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Posted by leanne on 2008-04-04 00:23:50 | Rating: | Views: 66
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I'm sorry that you are hurting - I know how you feel!
If it makes you feel better, he's most definately hurting too... good luck moving on!
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Posted by peace_seeker
on 2008-04-04 01:01:05
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im sorry leanne...you know what, maybe he just freaked out. Maybe he was scared of losing you so he chickened out himself. Long distance relationships are not that difficult. Two years is a long time...talk to him, ask for an explanation...I'm sure you guys can work it out. All the best!
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-04-04 01:26:39
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