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The other night we had steak for dinner. I got home from class and my roommates had got steak from the grocery store and had it on the grill.
Well the minute I started eating it I felt like something wasn't right. Maybe I'm just freaked out my my Food Micro class but still. I work at a steak house, I've eaten steak before. It honestly didn't taste how steak tastes. It had a savory and meaty flavor but the texture was all wrong. After 3 bites of trying to ignore my thoughts because I was hungry I threw it away. I just couldn't take it anymore.
So what's new?
Oh. I feel like ripping my hair out. Our term is over Feb. 21 and there is still SO MUCH left to do it is insane,
My athletic cuisine class is about to drive me to jump off a bridge or to a bottle of Crown Royal.
I'm having men problems. well not really. I'm just sexually frustrated I guess.
Seeing my "sort of" boyfriend (who lives in Florida and I live in Denver, we're on and off) over Christmas break was awesome. It was a great suprise and I was really impressed he drove all the way to st louis from florida to come see me. the sex was amazing. Now I'm back here and in school and I'm going nuts.
Plus there is this guy in my capstone class. I can't stop staring at his eyes and lips. I'm a weird like that I guess.
I don't know why I'm alwasy attracted to Pacific Islander/Hispanic or African Americans..it's just me.
Other than that nothing else is new. Still working my ass off in school and my two jobs.
My internship director just called me the other day while she was filling out last minute paperwork for the program at school she said "I'm just going to write $500 stipened on there" which was not what I thought at all. I was under the impression I was getting paid ten dollars an hour. I'm a little worried because I have a lot of bills to pay and how am I supposed to live off of that? I guess I'll be keeping my second job and continue the stress?
oh this isn't my day. I just needed somewhere to vent I guess.
I apologize to anybody who reads this
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Posted by leanne on 2008-01-26 00:17:57 | Rating: | Views: 54
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It's okay to feel frustrated and have so much going on. I guess I find myself in the same place over and over again. Sometimes it is important to take time out for yourself maybe an hour just doing nothing just appreciating the little things in your life. I enjoy your poems.
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Posted by curious
on 2008-01-26 00:28:33
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