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so I haven't got to write anything in a while. My second term of school started after Thanksgiving break and I guess I've been too busy or I just haven't had any privacy to.

Well I'm looking into Graduate School! Who knew?! Well it kind of made sense. In May I will obtain my Bachelor's of Science in Nutrition. I was looking into a Dietetic Internship after that (which was 10-12 months), you had to pay for the internship and when I was done with the internship you take the national test to become ..*drumm roll* a Registered Dietician! Most of the internship programs offered some credits towards a Master's degree so I figured I would look into a dual program where I could get my Masters AND become a Registered Dietician. Makes sense to me.

So I'm looking into Arizona State, Northern Illinois University, and Texas A&M
I really want to go somewhere warm though. My old roommate from Miami already lives in the Phoenix area and said we should be roommates. It almost sounds too good to be true. I am really excited though. I'm looking in jobs there already. School gets out for Christmas break on the 20th and the whole time I'm at my parents I will be filling out applications and studying for the GRE.

I'm nervous about the GRE (the test you have to take t oget into Grad School), it's $140 each time you want to take it. I hope I only have to take it once.

Enough about school. It's so stressfull, but what in my life isn't?

So Lucas and I made an agreement not to talk for 30 days. That was 24 days ago. I am wondering if he will call me on the 20th or not? I'm kind of nervous. Things have change a lot in my life. I doubt he will call me. I have classes mostly all day on Thursday anyway..I bet if he does get a hold of me it will only be some sarcastic text message saying, "oh nice to see you don't need me" or something like that. He always does that. I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I do him? I think part of him cares but he just doesn't care enough. He probably slept with somebody else. I mean I wouldn't doubt it, a lot of women like him, he's attractive.

It might be better if we just go our seperate ways. I've got so much on my plate right now anyway. This whole Grad School/ internship thing it's a lot of work, I don't need some man in my life to add more pressure. And in any case the RIGHT man wouldn't do that anyway.

Oh what a long babbling entry..I just needed to get some things out of my head.

I've got a long day of homework tomorrow and hopefully somebody from work will call me and ask me to pick up their shift. I have no idea how I am to get Christmas presents. I went to the bank adn applied for a student credit card today, I know I know I'm hearing it from everyone. But I will make a vow not to act foolish with it, I just need some help with a couple gifts. I do not plan on using it on a regular basis.

ok enough. I'm out