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Hello again on a Saturday night listening to Elliot Smith
I have a bit to rant about, oh I do 
let's see. So here I am two weeks left in the term and I have three projects to do, paperwork to be mailed in by a deadline for an internship, and a mock-internview w/ a athlete for a final-pratical, working 5 days a week and getting maybe six hours of sleep a night. Then my roomate decides to let me have it.
She said that since I'm under so much stress I 'clam up' and don't talk and I make it akward for her and her husband and they don't need to live with somebody like that. Then she says "what's going on? you are taking your stress out on me. Don't play games with me." So naturally I took offense to this and said 'well it's not my number one goal to make you guys feel comfortable, I'm sorry if you think things feel akward, it's hard for me to be chipper when I'm uder so much stress. Don't get mad at me because I don't feel like talking and just go to my room when we get home." We kept arguing and finally I just gave up, it was like beating a dead horse and I was tired of arguing. I told her that I was sorry and I'd work on it.
The next day before class in the morning she says "our bills are out of control. You need to take 5 minute showers and do less laundry or you can pay us more" I said "excuse me?" then she said yeah me and ____ don't take long showers like you do. I said "well it's not like I'm in there playing around or anything, I take a normal shower like anybody else and I've got a lot more hair than the two of you do, sorry" she got mad and said "I'm not being a bitch I'm just saying we can't handle all these bills..I said "sure fine"
What I really wanted to say was "well maybe if you and your husband didn't go out to dinner once, sometimes twice a week, and you two just didn't go out and buy brand new cell phones when you didn't need too and you drive to your inlaws every bloody weekend that is an hour away then maybe you might have more money?! you think just maybe?!"
Last night everything was hunky-dory (is that even right?) again and she blurts out in a squeaky tone "I'm pregnant!"
Oh lord please take my in my sleep
On another note,
today my boss pulls me aside and tells me that when I'm taking food to a table I should make sure that the entree meat portion is directly in front on the guest..
pheees yeah I'll try and do that buddy, let me make sure of that when we're on an hour wait and you are yelling at everybody to "get this hot food out now people!"
man
So I know I'm a girl ad everything but I'm just going to be honest here. I'm going to ask a question well..what I'm trying to say/ask is
Do ladies "eye-fuck"? The answer is yes, well I mean, I do anyway. It's not like I'm a tease but I always find myself doing it when I'm at a party or bar. I'm not sure if that is the appropriate wording but I'll make eye contact with an attractive individual from across the room and lock eyes. Sometimes the person will nervously look away and sometimes they'll stare right back..
I mention this because last night I dropped by a friend's house and saw the most gorgeous man I'd ever seen.
His skin was pale but his cheeks were red, his eyes were a greenish hue and his hair was black. He was the definition of desire..
it is a shame, you see he wasn't a student at the school and all the girls huddled around him like fish around bait. He caught my eye the minute I saw him but I stopped myself when I saw the girls acting like fools around him.
I made eye contact and locked for a minute then walked to the coat closet and left. It's not like I need that in my life right now anyway..I'm far too busy for other things. It's always fun to dream 
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Posted by leanne on 2008-02-10 01:00:22 | Rating: | Views: 55
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well i am glad you said that...and that is one of my favorite thing to do is to lock eyes with someone until one of us decides to look away. the only thing about being a guy and doing it is that you dont want the girl to think you are a stalker
ps sorry bout your roommates
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Posted by copenhagenblk69
on 2008-02-10 13:10:21
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