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So, here are just some thoughts for today. I'm going to talk about my boss...I should really tell you his name so we all know who I'm talking about...ok for the sake of this blog his name is TJ...like I'd really but his name out there in the internet!
Anyway TJ and I were taklking again and the excitement we share about Jesus is absolutely contagious...like today we were talking about putting on the full armor of God from were it talks about that in Ephesians and we were listing each part and I said, "Take up the sword of spirit." "Which is the word of God." we both say at the exact same time. And it's moments like that that I absolutely am blessed to have such a strong Christian friend. I mean we click on everything...and I deeply respect the man he is and the love he has for God and how serious he is about living his life for Jesus. After my dad I honestly don't think I've respected a man more. And that's what makes me so attracted to him...I'm not trying to like the same things as him, I'm not trying to get him to like me I just am and we click...I can't really explain it. TJ and I just click. And the crazy thing is that he's my boss so I'm sure he's not attracted to me in that way...and I won't even pretend that he is but sometimes I wonder why I'm so attracted to him. It has been almost a year since my heart was broken by my co-leader in the youth group...and there was a time that I respected him and who he was in God also...and I guess I'm just afraid that I will end up hurting a lot...but something feels right about this...I mean about the friendship I have with TJ. I don't know the good news (no marvelous news!) is that God knows and by submitting everything to Him then it will be taken care of and my heart can't get broken when because God is the man who holds my heart until somehow (and I'm not sure how this happens) God brings me the man He wants me to give my heart to.
It's amazing because I'm attracted to TJ..but really spending time with him just causes me to fall more in love with my one true love Jesus and if nothing else ever comes then so be it. Besides I have a lot of hopes and dreams that have nothing to do with a man...and I'm waiting and praying for those to come together too!
That's all tonight my friends!
Jesus loves you no matter what...you can never be too far from his love ever!
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Posted by leannah10 on 2008-08-01 20:54:39 | Rating: | Views: 33
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This man may or may not be the one for you....God's will for your life will unfold as you keep seeking God and asking Him to give you wisdom, and to provide the right man to be your husband. You can be sure God has your best interest at heart and will be watching out for you.
In Christian love,
Alice
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Posted by Alice
on 2008-08-02 16:31:16
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