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So, today has really been a mix of emotions. First my best friend in the world is leaving my place of work...obviously she thinks she's cool enough to transfer to another store. And while I know we'll be friends forever (seriously she's like my older sister) it still is kind of hard to imagine that we won't be seeing each other everyday at work...I guess I took it for granted that she was just always there. But, even in saying good bye we all found a way to make it fun...I mean we had a pizza party for her. If only everyone would just stay in the same place...but that never seems to be the way God plans it to be.
Well the one person that isn't moving on from work is my boss...not that I really want to loose him...but I don't think I can have these feelings for him anymore. I mean today I hardly talked to him....which is kind of weird when you think about it...you shouldn't try to avoid your boss. It's just so weired with him I mean he is the first guy in a long time (and I mean a long time) to really make me laugh...laugh until I'm near crying...and yes sometimes he's made me laugh so hard that I am wiping tears from my eyes. He just cracks me up...usually it's some bit of his dry (very dry) humor or some dorky thing he's done. To say that he is socially ackward is putting it nicely. But, I am so intensly attracted to him....and that is something I just can't explain. I know what it is...he is so in love with Jesus it's crazy...like to talk to him and when we get talking about Jesus well it's like nothng else in the world matters...and reality nothing else does matter...I mean Jesus is all that matters. And the passion he has for God will it's just amazing. And I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that that is what attracts me to him so much. And while I'm not jumping to have a boyfriend...I always say God's Man in God's Time or No Man....and I belive that....definately whoever I date at whatever time will have a growing relationship and crazy passion for Jesus.
But, that doesn't help right now...so I do all I can do I bring all these crazy feelings to God and leave them with Him and let Him take care of them in the best way He can...and I know He is because above and beyond the crazy feelings that have come up God has allowed my boss and I to grow as friends and enjoy a friendship that is full of Christian encouragement...and for that even if nothing else ever happens (and I'm pretty sure nothing will!) Then I will be thankful for what God did bless me with.
2marrow will be crazy I have to be at work at 7am...I mean seriously who shops that early? No one! That's right looks like I'll get some of my behind the scences work done!
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Posted by leannah10 on 2008-07-25 19:19:22 | Rating: | Views: 38
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It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders.....as long as you continue to let God lead you, you will be fine! Blessings! :)
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Posted by Alice
on 2008-07-30 15:55:22
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