It amazes me how we can
forget simple birthdays and holidays that are said to be important to us and
yet we can remember every day of every week. So what is really important to us?
Christmas? Thanksgiving? It makes me think twice about my life and my
priorities. What comes first? Is it my future with education, or is it my
future with the man I’m so utterly in love with? This is the most confusing
time in my life and I don’t know where to start, where to end. What takes most
of my time? Where will Coop be when College starts? How will I balance school,
Chris, Coop, a job and time for myself that I’m going to need to keep from
going completely insane? There are so many questions that I don’t have the
answers to. Is that what’s really bugging me? Or is it my obsessive nature to
worry all the time? Chris hates it when I worry. I try not to stress over the
small stuff, which also causes me to pick my battles. But how do I pick my battles when I tend to get caught up in the moment?
     ::mell::
 
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