Hi. I greatly welcome myself here in thoughts.com. Well, from the word thoughts it's really an interesting site to build a blog here. People from all over the world has different attitude. Some tend to have a very private life and others consider themselves to share their insights through their friends, relatives and love ones.

I'm on my early 30's now. Married but not a typical wife whom living a happy world. I have daughter named "Nicole". Well, you might think why I am not happy despite of having a complete life. A wonderful family with a husband and daughter to lean on. That is sound good. But as for now, My hubby worked at the vessel,he is a seafarer and sad to say. I am living in a lonely world. Having daughter is not enough to see her how she grew up withour her fathers' presence. It's a pity thing hearing herself asking same question where is really her dad.

I grew up in an inharmonious family. I mean, both my parents has different wants in their life. And up to now, I don't have any knowledge what is really their common interest for them to stay our family in tack. I grew up without seeing the true love of a happy family. In fairness to my mom, she raised us in a very in order life. She let us take the knowledge of having the vision in life and that is attaining our degree with flying colors. But after attaining my mom dreams, her life was really turned into something that even myself couldn't explain how all of this was happen. Sadly, because of the dillema that made by my parents. I suffered on miscarriage way back 2005. Then, starting that year. My relationship with my mom was changed into something that it is not good. Honestly,I really push myself to let the past blow by the wind just for me to forget the trauma. But I guess, let us just wait the time heals it. I know in God's time, He will give the peace of mind that I have prayed of.

I have to acknowledge myself for the existence of blog in which in any way makes my heart feels light for letting me share my truest insights.