suddenly, i miss my friends, back in high school, the odd ones, the ones that bring the kid out of me, they're the ones who i could run to when... when i just need to sit back and enjoy
why on earth i lose in touch with them?
of course, some of you might think that with the internet and the cellphone and such, but it's different, i'm different, and when i saw their pictures, i'm sort of sad, because i know that i could be there, that i could be laughing with them there...
and still, i'm here.. duh, hahaha
but still, when i saw their pictures, i feel hollow, because it's sort of my fault that i lose in touch, sort of my fault why i rarely attend to them.. sort of me, because i'm so geared up in my new life that i barely looked back...
and now, i'm believing in the saying, "you can't finish if you don't look back from where you've started"
or something like that...
damn, such a fucking idiot! hahaha
i really miss them, and it's something, because usually, i'm self-centered and that i always need my friends around me, so it's another new thing for me...
hahaha
damn, please oh Lord, let me talk to them again, please, i just want to know what the hell happened to them after 2 years...
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