hmm...
i'm changing!! yesss!!
haha...
this is my second entry for today, just after the first one, figured that i'm not gonna be around to do more entries in here...

just gonna talk about changes, some for worse, other for the better!!
wahoo.. what the heck am i talking about?
first of all, i'm tired of convincing everyone i've just met that i'm not 13 years old!! hello, i'm in my late teens!!
for pete's sake, i'm a college student, not a high school freshman!
see my dilemna now?
haha.. so with my whole group of friends, they're turning me into a project:transformation!!
haha... i don't know if i'm excited or not, but i'm pretty sure that it's just my appearance that'll be different, i think that i'll also gain some respect, or lose some, either way, i'm tired of pretending someone that i'm not, i just want to show to the world that i'm ready to take it head on, that i'm always ready to take it on, and i'm ready to be part of it, who knows, i can be different, and i want to be different, besides, its time for me to escape my cocoon, it's suffocating me and i can't take it anymore! i'm ready to be a beautiful butterfly...

okay, that's enough...

anyway, i'm serious about changing, look at madonna, people notice her because she keep changing herself, to be always interesting, and i'll be like that! i'll prove to the world that i'am changing, and that the world is changing, no one will hide anymore...

haha..
yes, changing is good, hell, you can learn from it! besides, you can never go back, never, like you can't go back to yesterday!
i'm not going to forget my past, because it made me what i am today, yes, i'm not gonna forget it, also, i'm not going to look in to the future, because it is tiring, and if i look there, what the hell am i gonna search for? because present is the key there, and if i just stare, what the heck am i gonna do for the rest of my life?
sure, i've got a big imagination, and i want imagination to meet reality!

gonna end this now, because my brother's shouting and i think that he burned the rice..
shit