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you know it kills me everyday to hear the same thing all negitivity and all i do is bitch ! i have lost the person i am, and my finace dosent know how it feels sometimes, i love him to death he seems to not relize how he pushes me away . Sometimes we fight but dont all couples? learnig to love someone is a big thing for me trusting and communication is key, when someone always says that they will leave you when they are fighting dosent show how much they love you it shows that they might be scared angry or even hurt, but why let them go ? if you truly love them and they love you ? I dont understand all in all, I know he loves me but sometimes he needs to relize how he hurts another. I know he would not do this intentionally but in this case things cut deeper than just words ,i have always had issues taking things to heart. Its part of me i have come to gribs  with of . what i may have done was wrong! but when someone you know finally gets pregnat after 4 yrs of what iam told and has the same issues as me and my finance its nice to knw that there is till hope for us trying to start our own family. i may not always be the most understanding but when you put the shoe on the other foot and dont know whats going on i can see the anger in a person , i have tryed to keep my cool about alot of issues but its finally starting to crack me like an egg i dont tell my mom anything ,maybe i should talk to her ?  but sometimes i need an outsiders perspective on things not just a biest opion!!! peole only can thnk but advise others or persaude to do things when times get hard and they dont know the whole situation or actually live in it day to day. all i know is that i love him and that maybe ther is hope .some have told me to leave him and in there opion is right and wrong .but i dont jump to it at a drop of a dime or am quick to assume but darn it i have no clue what to do im broken!!!!!!!!!! and lost! what can i do to regain the person i am?