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Who wants to go outside?
I've been trapped in this body
clawing at the doors of life
waiting for the timing to be right
The moment is mine
the spotlight is crossing my line
my dads physical heath is depleting
my ma's mental health is weakened
and i dont want to wait until the age i'm broke
I've been locked in this box
with air holes and the tv locked on FOX
its time to break on through
its time to do what ive been meaning to do
I jump my car and head downtown
for inspiration , history, violence, and sound
i break loose with my art
my creativity is lacking and thats the saddest part
for its very hard to take the subject matter thats in my heart
and translate it to initiate my start
cause everyones a critic and i worry
bout what they'll think
things I can't control so i stop and take another swig of my drink
a burning shot of vodka to wash it down
I pick myself up and start making my rounds
Putting on a happy face for my friends sake but they dont know that
the sincerity is fake
so i climb back into my box
scared of success , love , and the clock
I close the lid one last time
i thought i wanted to leave but now i know
the problem is mine.
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Posted by lauragetem on 2008-08-13 21:35:29 | Rating: | Views: 40
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