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first sip
It’s been a long slow descent, but a wild ride from start to finish. I can almost remember the first sip. I took a trip to nowhere. Everyone’s face looked like clowns. The bottle gripped tight, I drank to the newness of life and the loss of self. It was night time. These things always......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-04 10:20:50 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 4 | Tags: drinking teenagers youth adolescence

The Divine Self Manifesto: Journey Log
The Divine Self Manifesto: Journey Log A Call To Arms To thine own self be true. I don’t believe I am. Instead I lie to myself. I try to avoid lying, but find it an absolute necessity when it comes to what I tell myself on a daily basis. Lies are my fuel. They keep me......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-06 09:23:52 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 4 | Tags: truth self love soul life insecurrities

i wish i was
i wis i was running through the rain right now, i'm watching it from my desk, and i have so much energy it feels like i'm burning on the insides. i quit smoking today, so i feel like i could run a marathon, even though i could probably only get about 20 feet but whatever. i just want......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-07 14:54:41 | Rating:

| Views: 31 | Comments: 2 | Tags: running rain

entangled minds
And then there was a girl who the boy knew nothing about. He never actually stared into her eyes on a warm summer night with the moon hanging high like a flashlight. But she thought of him while his thoughts raced about some other lost love and he longed for some other lost lover’s touch,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-19 10:31:59 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poetry

A bizarre thing just happened to me on the street
I was leaning against my building where I work having a smoke, I know I need to quit, it’s horrible really. And an old man with white hair and a bright yellow jacket walked straight up to me. He stood directly in front of me about 12 inches away from my face and said to me “do you......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-19 14:28:18 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 6 | Tags: bizarre odd weird strange story

lies
It’s Sunday and my picture of Jesus is laughing at me, his face stuck in that open mouth, head back pose, just laughing at me bored and alone, and lonely. And now I’m trying to think of lie. How about the lie that you’re going to be happy and fall in love and get married? The......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-26 12:26:48 | Rating:

| Views: 22 | Comments: 1 | Tags: love lies

Sam and Jaime
(so i'm just posting all sorts of random stuff i've written now little by little i guess...) Jamie dragged herself and the three plastic bags full of groceries up the five flights of stairs to her apartment. She unlocked the door and tried to open it but it was stuck. Sam’s......Read More