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I make me sick
I am so tired of dissapointing myself. I hate the way it feels. Life had been going so well for me. I went yes went 30 days sober and i loved every minute of it. I then had a few as in way too many drinks on day 31. So i am now starting over and sticking to it this time. Fuck drinking all......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-20 10:21:48 | Rating:

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My life is mine to make....
Well, glad to say I'm feeling better from my last post. Thanks a lot everyone for the comments and encouragment. I got out of town for the holiday and it helped a bit. I went back to my hometown to visit my gran. I saw a lot of people who used to know me when i was high on drugs and going through......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-26 10:42:39 | Rating:

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mymindneverstopsitsacontinuousranntofretardedthoug
I have not been sleeping well the past few weeks. It is starting to show. I am getting dark circles under my eyes. I look in the mirror and each day they are alittle more noticable than the last. I have time to sleep i make time for it. the problem is i cant get to sleep or stay asleep. I lay......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-29 09:45:57 | Rating:

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give me an S give me an N give me an O give me a W
IT'S FINALLY SNOWING HERE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! I dont really know what it is but bad weather days make me so happy. I love to be warm and in my bathing suit on the beach on a sunny ass day but i feel so good when it rains snows hails sleets or is just a gray cloudy day that never really wakes up. Today......Read More