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drugs, sex, alcohol, and cigarettes Explicit Content
I know I'm not the only woman on here who comes from....lets call it a tainted? past. Growing up for me was different, im sure like most of you. Well, about 3 or 4 years ago i cleaned it up. I gave up drugs, random guys,...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-15 12:42:34 | Rating:

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give me an S give me an N give me an O give me a W Explicit Content
IT'S FINALLY SNOWING HERE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! I dont really know what it is but bad weather days make me so happy. I love to be warm and in my bathing suit on the beach on a sunny ass day but i feel so good when it rains snow...Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-30 11:26:45 | Rating:

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mymindneverstopsitsacontinuousranntofretardedthoug Explicit Content
I have not been sleeping well the past few weeks. It is starting to show. I am getting dark circles under my eyes. I look in the mirror and each day they are alittle more noticable than the last. I have time to sleep i m...Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-29 09:45:57 | Rating:

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My life is mine to make.... Explicit Content
Well, glad to say I'm feeling better from my last post. Thanks a lot everyone for the comments and encouragment. I got out of town for the holiday and it helped a bit. I went back to my hometown to visit my gran. I saw a...Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-26 10:42:39 | Rating:

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I make me sick Explicit Content
I am so tired of dissapointing myself. I hate the way it feels. Life had been going so well for me. I went yes went 30 days sober and i loved every minute of it. I then had a few as in way too many drinks on day 31. So i...Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-20 10:21:48 | Rating:

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A sober end to october
Today is day 7! I am totally sober. This weekend and next week will be a true test due to being in college and it being halloween the parties begin on thursday yesterday and go until next monday nov 5. So, I say if I can get through that mess I'll be golden. Im doing good not feelin bad at all.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-26 13:20:16 | Rating:

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Mental strength
Ok, I'm sure you have all heard this before, but I think i have it. I think i figured out how I can make me happy and better. I am going to strengthen myself mentally. I think most of my unhappiness and problems stem from a binge drinking issue i have. I am going to be totally sober and see if it......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-22 10:06:56 | Rating:

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There are good people out there somewhere
I want to be this type of person and one day i will be.... Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-01 09:02:07 | Rating:

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I've learned.....Something for everyone
I havent learned all these yet but am well on my way. Hope this warms everyone a lil. Have a good friday. If you will take the time to read these. I >>> promise you'll come away with an enlightened >>> perspective. The subjects covered affect us all......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-14 12:18:26 | Rating:

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i got jokes people
If men vacuumed >He said . . .. I don't know why you wear a bra; you've >got nothing to put in it. She said .. You wear pants don't you? He said .. . .Shall we try swapping positions tonight? >She said . . That's a good idea - you stand by the >ironing board while......Read More