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WOMAN'S INTUITION AND CHANGING DYNAMICS !
I posted a blog earlier about something the spouse did to me this evening and if you weren't one of the 18 that read it then you'll never know what it was. i pulled it off the site. i'm not sure exactly why i did it except that i just had the most terrible feeling in my stomach about it. i know he can't use a computer but this feeling wouldn't go away and lately i just need to follow my intuition. it's been dead on. the spouse is pure evil i've decided and is not going to be happy until he takes everything i hold near and dear to my heart away. not because he wants these things for himself but because he doesn't want me to have them either. thats just the way evil is. things are coming to a head i believe here. it's in the air or something. maybe it's the fact my radar is just going nuts. i don't know but something is happening for sure. a change in the whole dynamics. maybe i'm finally changing. maybe i've finally had enough. my head is hurting so bad just worrying about shit and wondering what is going to happen next. i feel like the weight of the world is on me right now. i take a deep breath and let it out. it's a new day tomorrow and i'll begin again. i'll retreat for tonight and forget about this evening and start anew on tuesday, march 11, 2008. maybe this whole mess will just be taken out of my hands and dealt with. maybe the moon is actually made out of green cheese. maybe santa claus did put in my radio. maybe i'm just some fool with nothing better to do than sit here and type shit on a computer for total strangers to read.  i'm going to have some wine here shortly and hopefully fall into a deep deep deep sleep. maybe if i'm real lucky i'll sleep for months, years, hell decades. i'm going to win this one. i'm going to prove to myself that evil doesn't always get what he wants. not sure how i'm going to accomplish it but i'll figure it out all by myself. thank you to those that made comments on the pulled post. peace and harmony
Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-03-10 23:43:32 | Rating: n/a | Views: 41


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Posted by
Hollis
on 2008-03-11 06:19:39
 
Have you ever watched the movie "The burning bed"? Farrah Fawcett was the main person and her spouse was abusive....I won't tell it all but if you can find it (it's a old movie made for tv), maybe it would give you the strength to fight these weird feelings in the air....Or finally win this battle you are in.....Sorry I didn't get to read the blog you pulled off here....I am sure it was a great one....You are in my thoughts and prayers...........Maybe this is why I couldn't sleep either, kept thinking about you and slept maybe four hours and you are the first blog I came to...
A womans sensing trouble in the air too...Hopefully everything is alright...Love ya.....
 
 

Posted by
lastblastkl
on 2008-03-11 07:49:11
 
hollis, that movie IS MY LIFES STORY. i've seen it so many times. it is like watching a mirror image of my life. i cry so hard everytime. the only difference is i have no family to go and live with. but i am working on it. thank you.
 
 

Posted by
Hollis
on 2008-03-11 13:26:25
 
Well then maybe you need to take the action she did in the end...........Naaa I would miss hearing from you and knowing the way the system is today, you would go to jail for such an act...But atleast it is a thought....lol.
 
 

Posted by
Ellie2008
on 2008-03-11 16:32:18
 
I haven't seen the movie, but have heard about it, it makes your situation that much more scary to me. I am praying that you find a safe solution. Maybe look around when you're on vacation out West and South...you never know...be on the lookout. When the student is ready, the teacher appears. I love that saying.

Be well, karen. Love and peace to you.
 
 


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