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Recently I've had two losses.....one by death and one a friendship that just withered away. It wasn't nurtured maybe....too many things in the way....too many differences. I'm not sure anymore. I thought I could handle things....overcome any differences there were.....jump all the hurdles in the way and make it work. I couldn't. I feel a loss....I feel a sadness like something died. I have this same feeling of sorts with my friend dying.
One was taken by an illness and I mourn.....one was taken by circumstances and I mourn. Which is worse? The one that I know was taken by god and for his betterment? Or the one that was ripped from me by stupid shit that in the long run doesn't even matter? If we knew we were going to die in 24 hours would we make different choices? Would I have done things different? Would I have just made that stupid trip and not made a hundred excuses not to? Why is it that until someone is actually gone from our lives we don't know how much they mean to us? Why is it that we just don't tell them now? Tell them you love them and that they 'are your life'! Your life doesn't even exist without them in it! You don't function without them! You find it difficult to even breathe....to think.....to live without them! Why is it we think these things after its too late to do anything about it? And why couldn't I just say these things? Pride.....how I hate that word! Too late now.....One was a dear friend and he knew I loved him like the friend he was.....One was a dear friend that turned different somewhere along the line and is also gone......I mourn their losses deeply....wish life was easier.
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-06-09 11:15:41 | Rating: | Views: 89
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Hey Kazzzzzzzz....
I Love you mate! You are important to me and I am grateful that you are in my life!!!
HUGS
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-06-09 11:22:09
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Hey Kel,
I love you too! You are my Tim Tam girl....Someday......
HUGS RIGHT BACK AT YOU!
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-06-09 11:55:16
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MUCH LUV SUPER K!!! hugs hun, and I'm sorry for your loses. It is hard either way and it just plain sucks. I am glad to have you as a friend. :)
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Posted by spiritualcoma
on 2008-06-09 14:08:01
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SC...thanks friend...Your friendship is one of the warm and fuzzy things in my life....(she says as she snuggles up to it)....:)
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-06-09 18:27:51
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