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I just checked on a couple friends and they aren't online. where are they when they are really needed? i've given my cell phone number out and gotten calls at all hours of the night and am so happy to help with whatever the issue or just to talk but where are they when i need someone? i'm depressed and scared. i'm alone here and terrified. i am not thinking clearly for sure. where the hell is everyone? it's dark and scary and lonely all around me. where the fuck are you when it's me thats upset or messed up? what am i suposed to do with all this shit that is my life? i sit and worry when i cannot find you and know how upset you were when last we spoke. but where the hell are you when i need someone to talk to and need to be comforted? where are you when i think of going to sleep permenently? closing my eyes for just a minute.........maybe longer........maybe forever! .................not any more. but where are you my friends when i need a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen. i want to scream where are you? i need you! no one hears me. no one really listens. no one really cares. no one around. where are you when i need someone?
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 01:05:39 | Rating: | Views: 94
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Greetings my friend; I'm calling you friend because I am here reading what you have written and listening to your spoken words. Knowing that where ever you are and what ever you are thinking, I want you to remember this one thing. Never ever give up on life. You were created for good. In order for you to become better than what you are right now, you must go through something. Anything worth having is worth waiting for. Worrying have never ever accomplished anything. It destroys all that is good within you. It takes away your ability to see the forest because by worrying you can only see the trees. You are blinded by your lack of foresight when you are worried about anything. Stop worrying and start planning for what you want. Nothing that you may desire is for from your own ability to think of it within your own mind. Think of it, believe you can have it and then receive it. Remember, you are a created being. Created by the one God, who can never fail at anything. You are created in His image, and with that image, you can move mountains if only you just believe you can. Stop worrying and start doing. Don't allow trouble to stand in your way of you achieving your desired goals. Your friends are right where you left them, but in order for you to reach them, first reach deep down inside of your self, and begin to see your self as a beautiful, loving, caring person. One that is willing to go the extra mile to receive the good that God has blessed you with. Ask for what you want, have patience and dare to believe that you can receive it and it will come to you. You attractive into your life those things and people whom you believe to be there. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
Stop by my place for a visit some time and prehaps you can find something there that just might help you see clearer in some small way. May God bless you and take you out of your depression and helpless state, move you into the world of love and abundance, allowing you to freely receive the good that you so richly deserve. Have a bless and prosper day, and do come by and visit.
Much love,
Davis
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Posted by davistheblackeagle
on 2008-02-17 01:36:59
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Whoa, easy, girl, down...I feel like I am a horse whisperer:P
Don't you see the negative you are doing to yourself? You talk like a pisces...were you a pisces? I forget:P
You put yourself out there any time of day--which is a hefty schedule to set the attentive feelings machine in action. Alot of electricity being used there. ANd then, when you need help/attention, they are not there. It wouldn't be so bad, but you frazzled yourself taking on all their "stuff". So, your nerves are worse off than if you had more time to calm yourself or work out your own dilemmas.
Words of advice. Balance. Moderation.
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-02-18 00:11:27
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libra! i'm a libra
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-02-18 06:21:07
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Ah, so then balance IS key:P
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-02-19 04:21:48
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