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i've been reading blogs again. "oh no!" u may say! i commented on one in particular about cheating on a spouse. the blogger asked if any one would and welcomed the comments. i jumped right on the band wagon and said "yes, in a heartbeat". hell, anyone reading my blogs would most likely say "YOU GO GIRL". a couple of months ago i started talking to someone on thoughts.com and we emailed each other and IMd a few times and i'm not sure how things evolved from friend to something else but it did. it became different and i found myself enjoying the positive feedback from this fellow. somewhere it crossed over from being friends to something more special and i find myself each day looking forward to talking to him which by now has gone to the phone. i thought there is no way i will ever let another man into my heart but he jumped right in there like he belonged there all along. we've argued and fought and made up time and time again. i was at work the other day and got this text: "someone asked me what i loved about life and i told them you :)". i stood there and just cried and cried. do u know how long its been since anything like that has even remotely been said to me? its been so long i can't even remember. i get greeted each morning with "good morrow m'lady". i love that so much. he can make me so angry when he talks politics. grrrrrr but then he turns around and says something that just makes me forget the crap and think nice thoughts. i get shocked easily and he laughs when he gets a rise out of me. i love his laugh. last night i was trying to describe how tabasco sauce was barking and he loved the fact that i was attempting to sound like this little dog and doing a good job of it. we laughed about that. he couldn't do it. will we ever meet? hope so someday. will he be disappointed in what he sees? not sure. will i? i doubt it. i have come to the conclusion that he is a good person and i like that. he has listened to me bitch and complain. he has heard my tears. he has been privy to things that i know he will keep forever to himself as i will of the things he has entrusted to me. we have a special bond i know that will last forever and if this doesn't last then we will still have that. he read my comment on that blog about cheating on a spouse and was hurt that i wasn't acknowledging he and i and what we have become. he dared me to come clean and admit that there is someone in my life (be it cyber or not). i am admitting it. i am admitting that i have someone here and he can not only make me nuts but makes me happy too. is it right or wrong? don't know and when i'm talking to him i don't care. i just know it feels good and it feels right when hes near me whether by computer or phone. and i've come to the final thought here. i like feeling good. :)
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-03-21 18:05:31 | Rating: | Views: 157
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It's right...how could it be anything else? :-) be happy xxx
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Posted by chebtastic1
on 2008-03-22 05:14:21
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thank u chebtastic1. i needed that a lot. i don't know if it will last or if it is intended to last but for now he makes me feel good inside and i need that so so much. i forgot what it felt like to be a woman for so long. i forgot what it felt like to feel attractive and desirable. i remember it now through this person and it feels so nice. thank u again.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-03-22 15:43:13
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Believe me hun...I know EXACTLY what you mean. Aint it great? Hehe xxx smiles and hugs xxx
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Posted by chebtastic1
on 2008-03-22 15:50:03
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its wonderful. i forgot i was anything but a punching bag and door mat. this guy makes me remember how nice it is to feel good about me. sigh thanks girl
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-03-22 16:55:23
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someone should bottle that feeling, its wonderful! Im glad for you, like a carmel, make it last as long as you can
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Posted by roe
on 2008-03-22 22:30:22
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I am very happy for you! Just don't let that one end up like your current one, hm? Good luck and cheers! :)
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Posted by Chance777
on 2008-03-23 01:11:15
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roe, i want this to last a long long time. its very nice to feel desired again. forgot there for awhile. thanks.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-03-23 14:54:12
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chance777, i'll never let another one end up like my current one. how could it? this guy is good, compassionate, and the icing on the cake? hes hot!!! thanks for the comment.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-03-23 14:56:06
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