Lately I don't know whats wrong with my thinking. I feel almost feel lost. The things I had thought were going great in my life seem to be falling apart and I can't stop the snowballing of them. They start small and just keep gettin bigger and bigger and I need help in controlling them.
What was once great is now dark and lonely. I'm not depressed just confused, that's all. Why can't life just stay still for a little while? Why does it constantly have to change? Can't I just once have some peace for a little while and enjoyit? Novemeber is a meaningful month for me, a sort of life changing one, so to speak....or it was....or maybe will still be.....IDK. Do I want it? Yes!! Will it be all I want it to be??? I have no idea. Life changes on a dime......I wish it were more like a half dollar.
Just some random thoughts that mean crap to no one but me. :)
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