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 JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THE STORM WAS OVER............
TODAY has been a pretty lousy day as days go. went down to pick up riley with TS in his basket and my daughter jen told me i wouldn't have him today. i was so disappointed because i wanted to introduce him to TS.:( TS totally got her with his big brown eyes. shes his. TS owns that kid.) next i went down to the post office to mail a package and saw that i had actually written down the puppies name instead of the person i was mailing it to. so i had to scratch it off and rewrite it. i should have left it stand bc it would have been funny as hell for them to recieve this parcel with the dogs name intertwined with theirs. he he :) my youngest daughter steph wanted to go to a couple craft houses today that had just opened and/or changed owners so i wanted to check my finances. got online to my bank and  I AM IN THE NEGATIVE!!!! now where did that come from? i know i'm not the sharpest tack when it comes to finances but to make a mistake like that. no way. then i got it. who or what else could it be??? the spouse! he had access to my checking account recently and told me just the other day i was to give him money or he'd take it and i guess hes a man true to his word and took it. so now i'm broke again until my next paycheck. i hate money. i just hate it. why can't we be like the flintstones and pay with rocks and stone??? why can't we just barter? why do we have to use this fucking shit called money. god, i am so freaking angry i could spit fire. why do these people that we at one time promised to love  honor and cherish til death turn into the godzillas of the earth? i would never do that to him. i would never take his money and not tell him. he just wants me so bad to tell him "i can't make it without you". never going to happen. nuh uh! chances of it happening?? zip! nada! nil! zilch! i'll sleep in a box before i admit defeat here,and i so mean it. i told my daughter i've been thinking of moving away. i don't mean down the street or to the next town but away, away! she asked me what i'd do without the grandkids or them (my girls) and i told her i'd just live. live for myself, live for my future, live to be happy, live to maybe meet or be with someone that cared for me and loved me and wouldn't treat me like shit all the time. god, i'm so sick of the freaking games. and now instead of beatings , it's back to the head games and i think they are worse. the names and vile shit and these games where he does shit and then dares me to prove it. i already checked and i'm missing two checks out of order. so anyway i called the bank and closed the account pending anymore cash outs and then when i get paid again i'll go and reopen another. i hate this shit. he told my daughter today hes been looking for a place. :) not soon enough for me though. i'll sell my soul to satan before i ask him for penny and i mean it with all my soul. i definitely need a second job and i think i know just what to do. need to check out some things but i believe it will be fine. put my real talents to work for me. but anyway i did get to go 'WINDOW SHOPPING' and it was still nice. i didn't need anything anyway and i have most everything i want here in the house. steph was going to treat me lunch anyway too. that was nice. TS won her over like he did jen so i've got 1 more daughter to go. piece of cake TS, i know she'll be putty in your paws. wanted to take TS up to see riley and jared but couldn't bc the reason riley is home is bc jared is sick and after this last bout of illness i had i stay away from sick people. so TS will have to wait a little while longer. anyway deep breath (breathing here)! peace and harmony
    Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-03-18 16:22:23 | Rating: | Views: 110
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I had an ingenious idea today. Perhaps it is just my carefree youth talking, but hey, it doesn't have to be me to do it.

Someone can start a donation service where random people can donate to a cause - in this case, paying to go over to Maryland to kick the spouses ass. We could use PayPal! :)
Posted by  Chance777  on 2008-03-18 22:25:55 
  
that is absolutely the best of the best comments i have ever recieved. i'd make a donation but i'm in the red. thanks chance 777.
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-03-18 22:40:05 
  
I'd donate! Excellent idea! Hang in there xxxxx
Posted by  chebtastic1  on 2008-03-19 15:51:06 
  
chebtastic1. out of the mouths of our youth. after a comment like that i have to admit we are raising our youth right. score one for the youth of america.
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-03-19 16:10:47 
  
I've got a couple of $$ to spare :-) sign me up! You sound strong, I love it. XXX
Posted by  Ellie2008  on 2008-03-20 15:45:07 
  
i am getting stronger each day. I AM WOMAN ! HEAR ME ROAR! GRRRRRRR
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-03-20 20:21:11 
  
great idea..Hey my brother has RV's maybe I can get the hubby to drive around and pick everyone up then we will all go and kick the BUTT-MUNCHING ASS HOLE OURSELVES....Who's with me????Then we can all go out dancing and have a great time....
Remember Karen, ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL COME AND HELP HIDE THE BODY!!!!!Let's go................
Posted by  Hollis  on 2008-03-20 22:12:12 
  
happy dancing hollis, love u girl
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-03-23 17:55:15 
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