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well it's over, christmas i mean and am i glad!!!!! i try so hard not to be a hard ass about the holidays but hard as i DO TRY i still am one. something always comes up and i can't get the people i want gifts and then i have to do it at the last minute and only get for the really necessary ones. i have to sit back and see and hear what the "other" grandparents have given the kids and the feel even worse. i cannot "keep up with the jones" (so to speak). my spouse doesn't contribute anything to the gift giving and so it's left up to me and my limited paycheck. i know christmas isn't suposed to be about the gifts and stuff but try explaining that to a child that told santa he wants things. year after year it's the same thing. they could just skip the whole thing and it wouldn't bother me. one year i remember just sleeping through the whole day and it was over just like that. it depresses me terribly and saddens me horribly. maybe next year will be different but i doubt it, we'll see.
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2007-12-30 18:45:37 | Rating: | Views: 69
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