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WELL, i sit here with my coffee and oj and today a mini bagel and read blogs. just as i do every monday morning i have off. it's better than the newspaper for sure. i got awake this morning and just laid there and stretched like a cat and was so content to curl up in my covers. thought about a friend and wondered if i would get a chance to talk to them today and then decided to make my usual pot of coffee. got out in the hallway and FUCK ME! i heard the downstairs tv blasting. the spouse is home AGAIN. i'm going to have to change my days off because i don't want this asshole screwing up my days . i want and need this time to myself to do things i want. like walking around naked as the day i was born. just strolling around the house vacuuming, doing dishes, laundry. you know the usual, only naked. now i have to keep my clothes on and do the shit clothed. what a bummer! i wanted to pretend i was in some hot steamy climate and some clothes burglar snuck in and WHOA stole all my clothes and left me nothing but a pair of socks. what the hell is a girl to do? she goes about her daily routine and does it with style and does it naked. ooohhh do i feel a chill? better put the socks on, huh? good thing i have long hair because i can wrap it around my neck like a scarf. good thinking and good imagination! let me see, what else could i use to my benefit!! not a damn thing. it's going to have to be naked city from here on out. hopefully the shwaans man doesn't come today. but then i may get a discount like never before. FREE LOBSTER TAIL AND ICE CREAM! but alas, the spouse is home and therefore there will be no naked dancing and no naked cleaning and no naked anything. fuck! hes a fucktard! (sorry theamandachronicles, i know thats your word but sometimes a girl has to use whats available). he could screw up a wet dream. why doesn't he work like a man is suposed to do? well, i know this much. i pay my bills for sure, but there will be no extra money for the ass hole. he doesn't want to work and make a living then fuck him. i may end up homeless but i don't care. he is a lazy worthless piece of pond scum that is taking up the air on this earth that could be used by a slug, or snake or reptile or something that slithers around. he was telling me yesterday that he has a cold (what the fuck do i care) and that he will most likely die before me. YEE HAW! WHAT A WONDERFUL THOUGHT! i looked him straight in the eye and said "PROMISES, PROMISES! " hell, hes been saying that for years. it's just like him to say something and then go back on his word. fucking jerk!!!! oh well, so i have to keep my clothes on today, no biggy. i'm still happy and would be more so if i can get my friend to open up and talk to me. i feel bad that they feel bad. why is it that people always assume they know what you are feeling and thinking? i think it's because they don't want to be disappointed and if they set themselves up to be disappointed then when it actually comes it won't be so bad and they can say "see?, i knew it was going to be this way". but what happens if it is good? how will they know if it would have ended up in a good place if they don't give it a chance? i don't like "what ifs". i am scared of what may or may not happen but if i had to live with "what if" all the time then i would be nuts (i most likely am anyway). i want to know what someone is thinking and even though my natural inclination would be to say "you're full of bullshit", i hope the open minded part of me would say "oh? thats nice". it's difficult to believe the goodness in people when you're so full of negativity. i am the perfect example. i live with it constantly and every day but i am trying to get over it. i don't want to be what someone trys to make me. i want to be the kind of woman i want to be and still can be. i am a good person and want to continue to be a good person. that is something no one will ever take from me. peace and harmony.
ps i don't actually walk around my house naked!!!!! GOTCHA!
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-03-10 09:32:06 | Rating: | Views: 59
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Heck I thought you had some balls walking around naked...Heckno for me in the naked part, need the clothes on to keep me from wiggling and jiggling...LOL...
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-03-11 05:34:37
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Walking around naked is a liberating thing, I must so LoL!!!!!!
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Posted by Nubian
on 2008-03-12 16:05:55
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