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ok, its tuesday, so its me and riley, the dynamic duo! oh, with tabasco sauce i supose i will have to change that to the three musketeers! ...smile....
today we went to mickey ds for our usual (daddy hamburgers with no pickles). while we were there a man kept staring at us. i thought nothing of it at first and then it got rather uncomfortable so we actually switched seats. please, i do not need perverts staring when i have riley with me. get the hell away from the purest thing in my life, riley. we continued to eat and suddenly this guy came over to our table. ok, wheres the mace? oh, manager! pervert alert!!! but he smiled and excused himself and finally sort of sheepishly asked me "excuse me, i have to ask u a personal question." i thought 'oh shit'. not only perverted but weird too. there were several other people around so i just left him go and figured 'what could he possibly ask me in a crowded mc ds'? "i heard this little guy call u grandma and was thinking u don't look like a grandma". "are u?" ......smile......ok, was it my red sneakers? pony tail? oversized tee? jeans with the knees out? all of the above? i was so dressed up! i know we aren't suposed to be vain and i know i should be insulted that a total stranger even spoke to me but somewhere inside this woman i thought yesssssssssss! i mean i wasn't attracted to him but just the idea that some one would actually sit and think about that enough to interrupt my lunch to ask me was flattering and only when u get to be an older person will u ever be able to understand it and feel the feeling it gave me.
i read a post the other day about when we reach a certain age becoming invisible and i don't want to disappear. i want to be seen and i want to feel attractive and very visible to the world. i want to be on one man's arm having him be proud i'm there and knowing he has a reason to be proud. i don't want to let myself go. women in this day and age need to take pride in their appearances. i worked hard on my looks and enjoy a compliment once in awhile. we start to feel old and unattractive when we don't hear things like that. granted i lost a great deal of this weight from the dreaded 'divorce diet', but i lost it and now i'm ok with me and myself and i finally!
so am i vain and conceited for enjoying a compliment or am i just normal? am i just woman that likes to feel good or am i an attention hungry woman? considering the way i was dressed i would think not the attention hungry woman for sure !
i don't put on airs for anyone anymore. i just enjoy being karen, just me. no more pretending i'm something i'm not. take it or leave it. if u want something more than i am then go somewhere else to find it. but if it's someone genuine and good and confident and cooooooool then its me. thanks
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-04-15 14:26:45 | Rating: | Views: 64
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lol bullseye: u would have to settle for a daddy hamburger! riley would have it no other way. thanks for the comment sweetie. i did enjoy the compliment but still have a little trouble accepting them, but i'm so much better than before. k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-15 18:06:16
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Enjoy that compliment, my mom gets them all the time....some people that we are sisters. LoL!!!! but when my girls call out for my mom(Mimi)they get very confused. Mickey D's I think that was on everybody's menu.
One Love
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Posted by Nubian
on 2008-04-18 06:08:18
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thanks nubian
i did enjoy it very much. do u think it will eventually catch up to me and ur mom?? lol would love to meet her someday bc i bet shes as coooooool as her daughter. smile
love u k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-18 16:32:06
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