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i haven't been on here lately because i have such trouble getting signed on sometimes. oh well!! had a birthday last month and no one remembered. i have four grown children and i didnt even get a card. my husband? oh well he doesn't even acknowledge i'm in the same housee so i knew i'd get nothing from that area. my oldest daughter had a birthday last week and they all went out to dinner. was i invited?? no! i am so hurt by my kids i don't know what to do. they said that i should've called and asked to go but how was i suposed to know?? i am a people pleaser and sometimes i like it when someone tries to pleae me. my husband does not give me any money to help with christmas gifts and i'm having a very hard time stretching my cash for gifts for all the kids and their spouses and their children. does any one else have issues or problems making ends meet at christmas?? i feel like i'm being stretched in so many directions its not funny. i'm overwhelmed for sure. i'd just like to go to bed and cover my head and not come out until the holidays are over. i get so very depressed at this time of year. i try so hard to stay positive and no matter what i do, it doesn't work. does anyone else get depressed like me?? i'd like one year to not worry about the money and just enjoy the festivities. but i don't look for that to happen any to soon. well i'll return soon. please anyone with similiar stories write me. thanks for listening.
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2007-11-27 07:09:47 | Rating: n/a | Views: 75
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