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A NEW MAN IN MY LIFE AND A HICKEY ALREADY!!
today i got a hickey (do they still call them that?) at work, no less. i haven't had one of those in many years. it was given to me by the new man in my life. i didn't think it was possible to fall in love so quick but this fellow has my heart for sure. hes a keeper, absolutely a keeper. i......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-02 16:20:47 | Rating:

| Views: 159 | Comments: 10 | Tags: new man suck mark in love

GOOD PLACE TO WORK! (FOR ME)
good day at work today and even better because i have off the next two days. whooooo hoooooo! i just love mondays. i also was offered the coveted position (by me) of the chef of the day. i will open and prepare 3 meals and get to leave at 2pm. i don't mind the early morning......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-02 20:44:11 | Rating:

| Views: 57 | Comments: 4 | Tags: great people good work good food

STROKER NEEDED! STROKER WANTED! PLEASE APPLY WITHI
as yet another day starts i sit with my pot of coffee and a bagel and read blog after blog, catching up with old friends and deciding that some friends aren't worth having anymore. i am evolving for sure here. i've learned whats important to me and what i need for myself. i am a stroker.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-03 09:59:40 | Rating:

| Views: 68 | Comments: 4 | Tags: stroking relationships phases getting to know the real me stroke me and i'll purrrrr

I SEE ONLY HIS EYES IN MY DREAMS AND MY DREAMS THR
i've been having some dreams lately (those of you that have read my blog know this). this blog is not of another dream (so put your tongues back in your mouths). i am wondering though why i only see eyes and no face. are they are the eyes of a man i know or dream of knowing? are they the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-03 12:00:30 | Rating:

| Views: 168 | Comments: 3 | Tags: DREAMS HIS EYES ROMANCE SOFTER SIDE OF MEN

IT'S A RADIO FOR GOD'S SAKE! WHY CAN'T HE JUST FU
today i finally got a nice radio and cd player for my car. my radio is a disaster and i need noise at 6 a.m. going down the road. i keep falling asleep and i need the distraction. i've tried the rolling down of the windows and froze my ass off. i've tried talking and singing to myself and no......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-04 18:07:05 | Rating:

| Views: 102 | Comments: 5 | Tags: MY RADIO SHITTY SPOUSE HELP WHAT THE HELL TO DO?

HIS BIRTHDAY AND I GET THE SHINER? NO JUSTICE
OK, got a good one here. what do you get for the asshole that has everything?? today is the spouse's birthday and i wanted to get him somehthing. i did get him a card (i'm not a total jerk). but then i got to thinking about it. what would i REALLY like to get him? ok, for the perfect asshole i......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-05 18:44:18 | Rating:

| Views: 152 | Comments: 18 | Tags: black eye damn radio again assholitis

WHERE THE HELL WAS THE LORD LAST NIGHT?
i've been reading blogs here for a while now and tonight told a dirty little secret of my own. i got a serious black eye last night for buying a car radio and then having no one to put it in. why don't i have anyone to put the freaking thing in? because the ass that hit me for it has......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-05 19:52:36 | Rating:

| Views: 154 | Comments: 13 | Tags: pissed at god hating him why?

WHY I LOVE MY BLACK EYE AND OTHER MYTHS !
i am a sadist a person that loves to be beaten and hurt. i am a woman that thinks pain is good and gets off on it. HELL NO I'M NOT! someone asked me last nite "why do you let him do it?". i never thought of it before. i guess by my staying here is the very essence of "......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-06 09:26:45 | Rating:

| Views: 122 | Comments: 8 | Tags: healing friends letting him do this? understanding

A BLACK AND BLUE ISSUE NOT BLACK AND WHITE!
i think i need to explain a couple things to a lot of great people and a schmook or two (or one). first let me start with i am a victim (although i don't like that word) of abuse, no actually i am a survivor of abuse. most recently as two days ago. i have the shiner to prove......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-06 23:01:51 | Rating:

| Views: 81 | Comments: 9 | Tags: keeping score grey areas

WHEN GOD CLOSED THE WINDOW HE LOCKED THE DOOR!
troops have arrived and my radio is being installed tomorrow for me. i guess i am a very lucky girl. i give no credit to the man upstairs yet. i'm still pretty pissed at him, and i'm sure hes used to it. he has very broad shoulders i suspect. today at work one of the nurses had a......Read More