today was a strange day. i think one could say it was a good one but maybe only the women will understand it. it started out with me oversleeping, something i usually... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-01 19:30:46
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i've recently gotten to know a friend more intimately. it began as just two people talking and esculated to a more intense relationship. it is very frustrating being far apart and trying to... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-02 23:28:32
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i have blogged on here in the past few months how i hate modern technology. it was either over my head or under my feet (so to speak). lately though i have begun to change my tune a little.... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-04 00:01:12
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recently our cable service endowed its customers with 150 new channels. i have very fickle (can never decide which is my favorite) tv habits so i liked it. a great many were sports... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-04 09:42:24
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FEAR DOESN'T LIVE IN THE PRESENT BUT RESIDES IN THE PAST AND THE FUTURE: i read that today in the book i just finished. i liked it probably because it's so true. sounds like something a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-04 19:49:43
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today is tuesday so that means i had my little munchkin riley all day. i have a riddle of sorts. what does a gold button, a broken knob, 1 lonely little black checker, 3pennies,some colored... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-05 17:53:26
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today wasn't the greatest of days. my boss was her usual pricky self and i know tomorrow will be even worse. why do people have to behave like that? why don't we just accept each other for all... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-06 19:44:03
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yesterday was a day i never want to live again. bad kharma? i supose. today was the total opposite, an absolutely great day. good kharma? i don't know. somedays i feel like i actually have a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-08 20:29:27
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i would like to introduce everyone who reads this to a very special young fellow. he  is extremely important in my life and will remain so til i pass through death's doors. he loves... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-09 19:40:37
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yesterday my blog was of the most serious kind. it was a special tribute to a little guy. today my blog is somewhat different. the winds here right now are at 70 mph and cold as shit. i have a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-10 20:36:43
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I RECENTLY POSTED A BLOG DEDICATED TO MY LITTLE GRANDSON. I CHANGED THE TITLE A LITTLE SO MORE PEOPLE WOULD READ IT. I WANT PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD TO MEET SCOTTIE AND KNOW JUST WHAT A... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-11 13:09:49
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i have been having some dreams lately bordering on xxx rated. i wake up and am feeling like i need a cigarette or a drink. do i cuddle with myself since i don't like lovers who are just... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-11 17:22:46
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I will most likely be in a world of shit for writing this. in fact i know i will be. but write it i must. i have been "talking" to someone i met on the web. things started out... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-12 09:55:37
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earlier i wrote a blog about something that happened to me with someone i have been communicating with lately. i knew he wouldn't approve of it and thought of not writing the blog but then... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-12 18:52:56
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TODAY  is tuesday so that meant i was with my little guy all day. i'm feeling such depression and pain from something that i don't want to even do another blog. i don't want to do riley a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-12 19:00:47
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To all the lovers out there on valentine's day or to those of us that wish we had lovers on this day or to those that just love i wish you romance and happiness on this the most romantic of... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-13 18:14:37
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didn't blog yesterday. why?  i had started a few but couldn't seem to get them done. too bad! they were pretty decent. so what to write here???? today is valentine's day. happy about... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-14 08:55:44
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i've decided to do this blog on good vs. evil at least as it pertains to me. anyone who has read my blogs know that i have an evil doer in my life and i refer to him as "the spouse".... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-14 23:07:29
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i've decided to do this blog on good vs. evil at least as it pertains to me. anyone who has read my blogs know that i have an evil doer in my life and i refer to him as "the spouse".... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-14 23:08:01
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we must all, in life, appreciate things bestowed upon us by others. i've been told lately on SEVERAL occasions that i, on the flip side, do not. UNGRATEFUL WENCH AM I!!  so i've been... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-15 09:05:13
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i'll most likely do two blogs today. one of a serious nature (so to speak) and one of a serious (but i can joke about it) nature. i'll do the not so serious one first because the second one is... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-16 11:54:03
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now i'm definitely, officially and completely sick. the full faced flu that comes with  aches, pains, misery, fever and cookie hurling! yeah, i'm not well at all. oh the flu... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-16 16:13:30
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HEY SCOTTIE, IT'S GRANDMA. I HAVE A VERY SPECIAL REQUEST FOR YOU BABY. THERE IS A VERY SICK LITTLE GIRL DOWN HERE THAT NEEDS YOUR HELP. YOU'D LIKE HER A LOT. SHES A FIGHTER LIKE YOU AND HAS A... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-16 16:43:32
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i've been, recently, going through some bad stuff and because of it haven't been exactly fair to some people. although i'm not a hateful person by any stretch i let outside influences get to me... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-16 23:21:51
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I just checked on a couple friends and they aren't online. where are they when they are really needed? i've given my cell phone number out and gotten calls at all hours of the... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 01:05:39
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i wrote so many blogs on this site today  i should be blogged out. but alas i'm not. what i am is sad, depressed, lonely and just about every negative adjective know to man.  it's... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 03:28:53
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a deep sigh of relief. i found my friend and he is fine (was still pissed as hell at me but otherwise fine). while he was basically telling me all that he was angry with me about i thought... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 10:15:51
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this isn't going to be as easy as i had thought! i am about to take on the roll of the parent to myself to undo some of the pain that my actual mother did. i thought i'd just sit here and start... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 15:40:22
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i've been writing a lot lately. i feel sometimes like i'm taking up the time of other  people. but then i get that one comment. the one that makes all the difference.the one that made you... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-17 22:11:07
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my name is lastblastkl and i am an insomniac. there, i said it and i'm glad i'm giving it up. i have had insomnia for many, many moons. it's lonley and dark and makes the nights... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-18 10:37:26
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still sick today and that sound you hear is me screaming "UNCLE" to this damn flu and sorethroat. thats right you have kicked my bloody ass to hell and back. YOU WIN MASTER OF ALL FLU... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-18 16:22:43
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I have got to be either the biggest idiot or the biggest fool on the earth. i'm both for sure. i feel like i have been reeled in and thrown back so many times i don't know which way is here and... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-18 21:58:44
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THIS IS A WARNING: i am going to be posting the shit out of this site for the next umteen hours, days, nights, whatever. i have so much crap rumbling inside if it doesn't come out i'll just... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-19 20:14:44
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had my little munchkin today, and believe me by the way my computer room looks and my car you would definitely know i had a little hobbit with me. how does one little boy the size of a nice... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-19 20:59:38
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had my little munchkin today, and believe me by the way my computer room looks and my car you would definitely know i had a little hobbit with me. how does one little boy the size of a nice... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-19 20:59:59
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today i went to lunch and my waiter was the nicest guy you'd ever meet. he was so attentive i thought it might have been foreplay. whoa, slow down man! can i have a name first please?? maybe a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-19 21:51:10
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When i started blogging, it was for no more than a distraction and a way to air out my mind and get rid of thoughts. my spouse broke into my handwritten journal and read exerpts (screw him and... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-20 00:38:05
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empowerment is a wonderful thing. delete is an even more wonderful thing. just delete, delete and delete some more. i wish i could have a delete button in my life like on the phone and... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-20 05:21:01
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why is it i continue to do stuff that i know damn well isn't good for me?? am i my own worst enemy?? well just ask anyone that knows me and they'll tell you "OMG YES"! i believe i... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-20 14:35:46
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I've been doing some real soul searching lately. i mean deep,deep soul searching and you know what? i don't know if i like what i see.  three weeks ago i discontinued a... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-20 19:50:08
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 last nite i started thinking about the "perfect man". is there such a mystical creature? no, i vote absolutely no! so i changed the wording from "perfect man"... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-21 11:28:17
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When we told our children they couldn't fly, their wings never grew; When we told our children they were bad, they hated themselves. When we told our children they were stupid they... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-21 14:11:08
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i decided to conduct an experiment with myself. i love music, always have. always will. i love writing too. always have and always will. put the two together and you can get some of the... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-22 05:47:00
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This morning there was a death in my kitchen. i wipe away a tear as i tell you with deepest regrets that the family toaster (circa1980) passed away. yes, it was a loyal toaster, never... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-22 11:07:27
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THERE comes a point in  Your life where you realize who matters. Who never did, who won't matter anymore,  and who always will. So don't worry about people... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-22 11:49:38
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wow, there has been some HOT BLOGGING going on here lately (and don't you think i'm not enjoying every one i read). i have found none offensive or in bad taste. i've written some myself. i am... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-22 14:22:49
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I wrote a blog several days ago about making a difference in other's lives. i supose i wanted others on this site to understand just what a difference you all have made in my life. when i... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-23 12:37:15
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I wrote a blog earlier today and wasn't really sure if should post it or not. to say i'm glad i did is the biggest understatement in the history of understatements. every one that has... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-23 15:17:47
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 anyone that has been following my blogs know i have been one sick puppy. so now that i am coming around and beginning to feel semi-human i took a good long look at myself in the mirror.... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-23 20:14:35
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i feel very green today. i see on tv where there are green days, green weddings, green this and green that. so since green is my all time favorite color in the entire world i'll do green today... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-24 11:49:51
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in my blogs it isn't difficult to see the male species isn't "ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS". someone close to me pointed out that i shouldn't generalize so much and i should give the... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-25 17:23:30
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having my coffee and reading blogs has become my morning ritual. i enjoy it more than most of the crap i read in the newspaper and i like the people better for sure. i zoom in on my favorites... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-26 10:26:49
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today i am puzzled. today is like no other day then, right? i am so confused about shit, i don't know where to begin. i think everything is ok and then FUCK ME! . i understand women bash men.... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-26 21:34:53
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here i go having my morning coffee with my friends. reading whats going on in their lives.  life seems ok for the ones ive read so far. nothing too earth shattering but the day is not over.... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-28 08:34:33
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 this morning i got up early went down and made a pot of fresh coffee (sounds like a winner already huh?) then came up stairs to my computer room and checked in on my friends. things were... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-28 20:07:19
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. ............ we were tearing each other's clothing off like we were animalistic. buttons, belts, socks, panties were being strewn all over the room. the room was hot with... Read More
Posted by: lastblastkl on 2008-02-29 08:27:57
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