Posted by
joshfarris
on 2008-02-17 00:15:58 |
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| Darlin', call the police and that bastard. I'm loonier than all the loonies at an army base put together, but I have been loved a tremendous amount. If you don't have a lot of confidence or self-esteem, play a game with yourself and turn it on real life: pretend you do, starting tomorrow! |
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Posted by
lastblastkl
on 2008-02-17 00:45:30 |
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| i sit here in tears for all the sorries i havn't said. to joshfarris i don't know how to play that game. |
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Posted by
Ellie2008
on 2008-02-17 11:36:52 |
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| Found you again, dear one. Some of us have not had the parents we needed in life to nurture, love and support us. Very true and we mourn that, but we MUST be the parent to ourselves. I had to do that, myself, dear one. You can too. This is what I did: I wrote a letter to my inner child (me) at age 10 from the wiser me now at (50). It was powerful and I realized that I had to be the parent I had been missing. It's not a game, it's survival and self-preservation. XXX |
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Posted by
lastblastkl
on 2008-02-17 14:12:02 |
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that is an excellent idea. i will be the parent. thank you so much ellie2008.
p s i love the blogs you write. |
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Posted by
Nerdnutt
on 2008-02-19 22:23:47 |
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| Whoa, whoa, whoa, I cannot speak for you or anyone else on here, whether you are nuts or whether they are, but I'm know that I am pretty close to the edge, so if you think that you are alone, you at least have one other nutjob right there with you. When I read things like what you said it pisses me off to no end, at the disgusting bastards who treat you badly and at myself because I have someone wonderful who I just don't think shares his feelings with me enough, even though he probably shares his feelings with me more than most men do with their partners. I bitch and bitch that I'm not getting enough sex or that my man plays video games too much when there are people out there who really have shit to bitch about. Look, you have to take care of yourself, you know that whole thing about not being able to take care of others until you take care of yourself first. You are worthy of being loved, appreciated and cared for, don't ever let some asshole make you feel like you aren't. |
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Posted by
lastblastkl
on 2008-02-20 00:00:17 |
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| thank you again nn. you are a good friend and you probably will never know just how much i treasure that. you will not blow smoke up my ass, nor tell me what you "think" i want to hear nor get pissed because i may not always agree with you. you are a friend my friend :) |
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