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What in the hell is going on here???WOOOO HOOO!!! One week its erotica and the next its rants and raves and lost friendships. I got into it this morning with a friend. This female asked my opinion....i gave it to her. She didn't like it....so don't fucking ask next time. Go to a therapist...pay money for someone to tell you what you want to hear. Don't ask me for "MY OPINION" if you dont want it. I'll say that til i'm blue in the face. If you don't want to hear my shit....then please don't ask for my shit. God....give me a break. I don't give advice...its rare i give it in fact....but she came right out and asked me. Now...i ask you! If someone pisses and moans for you to tell them something...do you or don't you? I warned her.....god knows i did. She said she could handle it, obviously not! I know it'll blow over. It's not the first time we've disagreed and lordy it won't be the last.
I hate arguing though. Even if i don't really know you i hate it. Just goes against my grain. I've been so hurt in life that i don't like causing it to someone else....ergo....i don't like giving my opinion on things. I have strong ones and maybe its not what someone wants to hear but its mine. I'd rather just sit and listen. I'll listen til the cows come home and won't say much. I'll let them figure it out in the end, which is most likely who should be figuring it out to begin with. I can't judge someone else's situation. I don't want to. I don't walk in their shoes. I don't want to do that either. I have enough on my plate right now to last me a lifetime.
Saturday I almost walked out on my job. The job i have worked my ass off to get and keep. I have two adults, who act more like two spoiled children. I've been in the middle for weeks...not a good place to be at all. My stress level is off the charts. I went into work and my meal was prepped so badly and so wrong. I went off....just blew my cork. My beautiful desserts were fucked up. What happened after I left on Friday nite? What the hell did she do to my gorgeous stuff? I was enraged. When the resident 'golden boy' came in and started his shit...that was all she wrote. I exploded to hell and back. I clocked out and was about to leave with no notice and then had a momentary thought. Why lose my job over two ignorant jerks? Answer: I'm not!!!!! So I went to the manager on duty, who had left. I went back into the kitchen....couldn't deal with either of them and then went back up to the desk and asked to leave. I grabbed my things and left. Made it to the highway and threw up. My nerves were so bad. I drove home crying my bloody head off. OHHHH....I flipped some asswipe who was trying to get my attention off too. Driving next to me trying to get me to jam.....fuck you! NOW THAT FELT GOOD!! I never saw a smirk leave a face so fast. Made my day for sure!
I went back on Sunday...did my work and it was tense but at least they know where I stood. So today was a bit of left over resentment, anger, bad feelings, and stress. To my friend.....I'm sorry if I upset you. That certainly wasn't my intentions. I care for you and if you need me...you know my number, email address and where u can find me most of the time. Smile....ITS FREAKING MONDAY!!!!
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-07-14 13:42:38 | Rating: | Views: 71
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sounds like your friend needs to loosen up! maybe i can call her. *giggle*
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Posted by AttentionWhore
on 2008-07-14 22:00:02
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Your friend shouldn't ask for advice if she can't take the truth. She needs to apologize to you!
You need to take it easy and not let things eat at you the way you do. Stress is very hard on a person, and you ar carrying a lot around with you. Toss it out. It doesn't help to load it on your shoulders every day. Life is too short. What will be will be!!!
luv you!
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Posted by keepdreaming
on 2008-07-14 23:16:21
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Boy oh boy I do hate the old, "I only want your opinion if it supports mine." deal, my closest friend does the same to me a lot of the time, it peeves me to no end. I liked the end, though, telling your friend that you are still always there for them.
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Posted by Nerdnutt
on 2008-07-15 02:08:47
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AW
Yeah..like ur going to help diffuse a situation!!! Thanks but no thanks.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-07-15 04:19:31
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KD
I think maybe I should learn to just shut up. It seems the world is going crazy and I'm helping to take it there.
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-07-15 04:22:53
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NN
I know she knows this and I know she'll come around. She is doing her thing as she needs to do and whatever happens is just life. thanks
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-07-15 04:25:23
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Wow..you're in a bad mood! Let it out, Super K...thats the best way to deal with the bad stuff. Hope you felt better after writing this :)
*hugs*
I hope you have a fantastic week ahead :) And im glad you didnt let yourself lose your job because of those losers. That was a good decision.
xxx
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-07-15 05:00:05
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I can relate to this - - am currently in the process of probably losing a close friend.
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Posted by TheAlreadyJaded
on 2008-07-15 14:59:01
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AW
i'm not letting anyone screw me out of this job...worked too hard...am moving upwards and the pay aint bad either.ty
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-07-15 18:57:18
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AJ
I'm sorry ur losing someone too. My friend is fine now. we just needed some 'cooling off' time. she knows i love her and she knows she asked for my opinion. time really does do amazing things. TY
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-07-15 18:58:52
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