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the other day i was told something that just about floored me. i was told some private things and then that i've turned into some 'warrior princess' or something. they proceeded to tell me that i'm not the same shy person they had gotten to know many months earlier. a warrior princess? me? really? i could just picture me now in a bustier with breasts out to here...... and my hair up in a stiff mohawk or something and my super sword and thigh high boots and smiled. no, they didn't mean it that way but meant i've come into my own. i've changed and morphed into a woman of substance. i've gotten stronger and mightier and will not take anyones shit anymore. i don't have to. hell, what i didn't know was i never had to, i just thought i did. i thought i had to take all the crusts and crumbs that were given to me bc if i didn't then i would starve. hell, i almost starved anyway. i almost starved from emotional malnutrition and it damned near killed me in the process. i will never be that woman again. i want to body build myself and build my mind and help someone else never to feel like that.
i want to help others realize that they don't need to take the crumbs of crap that others give. they deserve the whole slice. hell, they should have the whole freaking loaf. i will spend my entire life standing up for those who are preyed upon by those leaches of life. those that think they can bully the weak and push them aside so they can have erections of power. bullshit! pure bullshit! those types of people live off the weak. they are nothing but cowards of the world. my ex lived off my fear bc he sure ran from those that didn't take his shit. he runs now from the legal powers that be. he is a nothing but a form of nonexistence that many pollute this earth with. i find there a lot of these parasites here. they can't stand on their own so they go for the weak and the wounded. they couldn't take on someone of their size and what size is that u ask? about 2" and i'm being very generous.
i've been reading a post here and am seeing myself a few short months ago. i see self hate, depression, doubt, fear, pain and the feeling of unworthiness. this person is valued so much and i want to reach her and show her that she is indeed worth so much more than she is currently feeling. i'm no counselor for sure but sometimes life is the best college degree u can get. i wrote in my post earlier that my therapist asked me to go back and decide if i could change something would i. i know why she asked me to do it now. would i change the past? no i wouldn't. it's made me who i am right here sitting at this computer. its brought me full circle to this woman trying to help another woman and hopefully anyone else that needs me. if i have to i'll rack up some frequent flyer miles but i will never let another person feel like they're not worth anything. that is the ultimate lowest feeling. i would walk through fire and the hell on earth to not allow that to happen again and even though i know it will continue bc assholes are here for the duration, maybe i can help take the wind out of their sail a little bit. or at the very least slow them down.
so am i a princess warrior? i supose in a way i may be. i am on a mission here and that is to stomp out ignorance and assholes. i want this to be a perfect world even though i know that is an impossibility but we warriors will keep trying........ sigh..........thanks
k
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Posted by lastblastkl on 2008-04-14 12:28:19 | Rating: | Views: 94
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i'm not one to say this but...
amen sister!! :o)
it's true that no one should be made to feel less of a person through the arrogance/ignorance/violence of another.
you need to keep spreading that.
good luck!
:o)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-04-14 14:16:17
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hey stickman,
i thank u from the top of my sword to the bottom of my boots.....smile.... i'm glad to see a male say such things. it means that there is hope for us all.... super k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-14 17:15:18
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Now it is time to knight you then crown you...My dear so beautiful to see and read this transformation. Fight on My sister...fight on!!!!!
One Love
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Posted by Nubian
on 2008-04-14 20:03:17
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oh no...i've been crowned before...don't you tough, self-sufficient, strong and beautiful women gang up on me!!
:)
cheers!!
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-04-14 20:45:50
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Thanks!
xx
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Posted by LMarie
on 2008-04-15 10:22:32
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nubian
we need to knight this man. i knight thee badlydrawnstickman......ta da....
thanks k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-16 05:09:31
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hey freshly knighted badlydrawnstickman
ok, ur in !
k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-16 05:10:38
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LMarie
u r most welcome hon!
k
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-04-16 05:11:21
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oh wow...
*gosh*
um...
*blush*
haha...
thanks ladies!!
:)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-04-16 21:31:32
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