So how does self worth work? All my life I have been shoved from pillar to post to beleive that I am worth nothing and to know realise, its not that I am worth nothing, just that I place other peoples worth on me and use that as a test to who I am, and it doesnt work anymore, I realise that people are basically so self absorbed they cant see past there own self importance.

It actually feels good that people dont like me, because in all honesty, why should they? When I have no sense of self worth, other then what has been placed on me, another place to start building.