Ok, I was going to add this to my original entry about the Cross, but thought, its not a religious expeirence, so I have to log it under something else!
I have to say I enjoy meeting new people, who think for themselves and show some form of intelligence, but having said that, I find the initial meeting a bit off putting, it feels arwkward meeting someone for the first time, its like being on a date, in fact, I have to say, that is the turn this took, despite my protests along the way!!!!!
My Indian friend, lets call him Moon Beam, because, well hell I can, was scary at first, I spent the morning building myself up into a state, to the point, I could not go through with it, I thought, no, this is too much, even for me, and then I thought, well, the only way to get through fear is to expeirence everything, no matter how you feel about it, so I gave myself a mental shake, and announced I would be a few minutes late, and then I arrived, somewhat quaking in my boots to find a very nice, sweet, kind person waiting for me.
He told me so many stories about growing up, about life, about his thoughts and stuff, that I felt encouraged and warm to him, despite my initial, dont kiss me, touch me thing, it ended in a kiss, not a remarkable kiss, more like one of those kisses you have when you are a teen, and it feels awkward and you dont get it right first time, but it was a lot of fun, and if time or fate allows another meeting, I think I will take it up, as long as we dont go down the kissing route again, once was nice, twice will be over the top!!!!!
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