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at this point im like so confused.... i mena i think i want so bad to be with hunter, but i cant help but feel like i want to be with chris.... i no wat ur all thinkin at this point.... god how many guys can this girl go throught right? well i usually dont like tht many guys but when i do it hits me pretty hard..... atleast thts the feeling i have when im with the guys... i mean i always get this queasy- sick feeling when im around chris, and i have found tht when im around him i cant help but talk, i mena like i cant stop... it gets kinda embarrassing .... and when im with hunter, well hes makes me feel good about myself but, he seems more like the friend type, if tht makes ne sense.... i mean ive known him longer, so shouldnt i be in like more like with him since ive known him so long? god i need some honest advice form you guys.... and i mean i like dont no tht much about chris either thts the thing, but i seem to like him like the same way i used to like my ex- jeremy, it kinda scares me, i mean i thought i would never feel tht way about a guy like tht again.... am i like desperate to get over him? i mean when i think about him my chest gets all tight and i feel guilty... i mean i did kis a gurl when i was dating him, which you could say is cheating... but i like only talk to him on the computer, not on the phone, im honestly so nervous to call him tht i juz get the nerve then im in the middle of dialing his # and i juz hang up... i juz have this feeling if i do hear his voice again tht i'll start up with the crying thing again and i honestly dont want to go down tht road again.... i guess u could say ive been trying to get over him... i mean it been like a mad long time, and i think the only way to truely get officially over him is to find sum1 else.... well i mean i guess i will never truely get over him, or like "forget" i was with him....
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Posted by lalissa1128 on 2008-09-26 08:14:43 | Rating: | Views: 12
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