Hey thanx for sharing such story close to your heart..you really have got strength of accepting reality..but have u told him the feelings which u trap inside your heart and letting them to die out!!!

welcome :)

ahm. i haven't told him yet.
still i'm afraid of losing him. :(

or maybe if i didn't lose him, the closenessthat we've started might change.

so sorry for myself.

Gal u know u taking a step in life which u may regret later. I can understand u afraid of losing him,but u cant let things go on that way. I have told u before that things not gonna change if u tell him the truth. Its like saying i like u very much nd if u dont like me in that way than plz dont let it hurt our relation , we may remain as frnd forever as we r now , nd i promise u that i'll not speak it again. I know sitting in farland of india and saying these things are easier than telling it face to face to Ralph by you. But once said u gonna feel a whole lot of better coz than atleast u cant regret that u reamined silent .
I dont know why i want u feel better and happier coz may be the story or u resemble in some way with mine with only difference that i have told her the truth and telling u secret that after proposing her since 2 yrs i feel the she finally thought me like that way also. I might be wrong but its what i felt with her and dats what i want u to feel. U may think m lucky but telling u m nt lucky m just dedicated towards her and ur words make me feel like that u too r dedicated like me.

So gal 4 god's sake!! plz do it,plz...i'm getting overpossesive but i really dont kno why beside this that i think u as frnd nd i want u happy :)

ohh. sorry for my super late reply friend.

wow. i really really and so much appreciate your concern but yeah, you're right! ;)
i must face the consequences no matter what will it be,

the truth shall set you free and i half believe in that5 saying though it's really hard for me to do that.

thank you for encouraging me to do something that i'm afraid to do so..

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please,sorry. uhm. i'm just bothered about the text.
if you will write the name of the Lord, please make sure it's in the proper noun form.. means yah, the first letter of the name must be capitalized..

im so sorry but i'm just concern.

everything that signify God, like for example, "You" if it signifies the name of the Lord, it's better to do so the right form of writing it ;p

please spread the word :)

God blessyou always friend! :)