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The whole purpose of me creating this account was just a way to express my ideas and thoughts. (oh yeah thats original. haha) I'm not a professional writer I'm just a very bored person who has too much time on her hands that decided at 2 am to do this. so please forgive me for my flaws :)
on my mind: scary world of unknown for singletons.
Now I have just recently (as in a few months) come out of a long relationship, and I will actually be honest and say yes I do enjoy being single. Its fun to actually just think of just yourself and be completely selfish. But its even harder being single, when its winter. WHY? you may ask, because of lying in the cold bed by yourself, with no one to cuddle you warm. *sigh* Or when any song/tv show/word/movie/anything reminds you of your ex partner. It kills you as your mind replays the memories of all the good times you had like as if you were watching movie, that had YOU...happy...and not alone.
Single life has its perks, we can party and party. I'm not going to say that I vowel that ALL men are scum,cheats , dogs etc. Because fact is that I dont believe that. I believe that people make mistakes and can't take back the pain that they have inflicked on to others. The worst part of that is, that when we do make those mistakes we can only learn from it after and not before. To my lovely beautiful fellow women, who all have onced been hurt by an ex bf, and vowelled against men, pretty much become a MAN-HATER, don't be. It really frustrates me to see alot of girls head down that path, perhaps because I am such a hopeless romantic that its probably not good for myself.
But honestly I am scared, scared for the unknown world that lies ahead of me. The uncertainty. This is part of single life I can do without. The part where you realise you have feelings for a certain someone, and you dont know what to do, because you are scared, of rejection, and that the feelings wont be returned. But most of all scared of being hurt again. Its a scary journey, but I know that we cannot go through a journey without risks, and being hurt. It only makes us stronger.
but i'm merely saying....is that it sucks. :)
lady coco
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Posted by ladycoco on 2009-07-03 10:43:56 | Rating: | Views: 59
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