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Well, this is basically for my New Year's Resolution. I decided that this was a way to let go of my anger and tell the world what I really think of you!
Let's give everyone a little history here: Chantelle is a whore, who while working at the Ford dealership, fucked my husband (who happens to be almost twice her age)at least twice. Oh yeah, while she was engaged to the man who is now her husband (Rusty)
To Chantelle: I have never hated anyone as much as I hate you. I became your friend because I was told I had to. I deceided that you keep your friends close and your enemies closer. Guess where you rank? Anyway, you then tell your mother (before asking me) that I would be in your wedding. What the hell were you thinking? Over the course of you and I being "friends" you accept a Valentine's Day gift from Josh, in which you wore in front of me. He was your supposed trainer at the gym, but you were just trying to get back in his pants. If you truly cared about Rusty or myself as you so often told me that you did, you would have done the right thing and at least walked away from Josh. But no, you pushed your way into our lives with no regard for who you might hurt. For that, you will always be a whore in my book and I hope that you get all that you deserve in life, and I don't mean that in a good way.
To Rusty: I am so sorry that I never told you what I knew before you married Telle. To be honest, part of me felt that if she was married she would stay away from Josh. I have forgiven Josh, but will never be able to forgive your wife. I have no rational reason for that, other than I love him. She made us both look like idiots. She had everyone convinced at the dealership that you raped and beat her. Anyone who got to know you, knew she was full of shit. I hope that one day you will forgive me for not telling you she was cheating on you (and probably still it. Josh wasn't the only person she was fucking)
To Josh: I have forgiven you for what you did, but I am having a hard time forgetting. You hurt me in a way that no one ever has. I could have gotten over this so much quicker if you would have fucked her and then walked away. No, you had to make her a part of our lives. She stayed at our house. She called you when we were on a "date night" and you got mad at me for getting upset about it. Put the shoe on the other foot...if I had some guy (that you suspected I was fucking) called me and I showed more concern for that person than you...how would you feel? You lied to me about your relationship with her (even when I asked you point blank). I love you and believe you when you say that it will NEVER happen again.
To myself: I am hoping that by finally getting all this out and telling each of you what has been on my heart for so long now that I can finally get pass all of this.
Happy New Year!
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Posted by ladonna1007 on 2007-12-31 09:49:28 | Rating: | Views: 123
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Thanks kellybelly4411. I am hoping that this will help me to start fresh. I hope that you have a great year also.
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Posted by ladonna1007
on 2008-01-03 14:47:38
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