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I've hit a rut. A big, fat, super-wide rut. I think it has a lot to do with the sudden bleakness of the world as well as the ungodly drop in the daily average temperature. That and I do believe I may has post-wedding-traumatic disorder. If that is such a thing. Instead of thinking about dresses and food and music my life has been catapulted into an endless stream of bills and blahs. BLAH.
Maybe I was a Gypsy in a past life, every year about this time I'd like nothing better than to pack a bag and run away. No note, no postcards, no plans, no destination. Just anywhere but here. What is that? Is that normal? Am I having a not quite, but almost, midlife crisis? "Oh God, could it be the wheather? Oh God, why am I here?"
Do you know what I'm talking about? That empty, gnawing in the bottom of your soul-like somehow, even though you don't know what it is, you expected so much more than this? But what? I don't know. I haven't got the faintest idea of what "it" I am missing, all I know is that it is breaking my heart having to live without it.
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Posted by ladiegodiva on 2008-10-05 18:40:12 | Rating: | Views: 46
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your speaking right to my heart... I have a hole there and it seems no matter what I try to fill it with it still seems empty... if I only knew what it would fill it I would be ok... but the problem is filling it with all the wrong it... and then your like shh dont tell anyone... you know what ya get when you cross the wrong it and a shh dont tell anyone?? lol shhit haha hey at least for one bleak moment i made you smile... keep your chin up and know your not alone
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Posted by DouglasMB
on 2008-10-05 18:45:33
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Hi!
I know the feeling...does it ever pass though?
Perhaps you're a Gypsy in this life!
:)
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Posted by smilinirisheyes
on 2008-10-05 18:47:47
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Well then, at least I am in good company.
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Posted by ladiegodiva
on 2008-10-05 18:49:50
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Maybe it's the weather or something. I hope that this passes quickly. Take Care.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-10-05 22:46:54
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Haha I go through that everyday. I just sum it up as 'Life'. Congratulations on the marriage to Aaron.
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Posted by olp76
on 2008-10-07 19:16:47
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