Sunday already?  I am not ready for another week.  This weekend has been exactly what I've needed:  ghost hunting, creepy things, brand new laptop, long distance calls with Tony Ray and an unexpected call from my ex...nice to hear from him really.  I think it's been long enough now that we can get on with the actual being friends part of it all.

Now I've got the day to myself.  Aaron's off watching football with the guys and I am beyond thankful that he went....there is nothing worse for me than having to sit through all that.  Just something I never got into I guess.

Onto the hospital.  It was not as big as I expected, but huge still.  A lot of ground to cover.  Four floors, tunnels, beds still sitting in random places.  Paint peeling, floor cracking, windows broken.  Perfect.  Beautiful view of a big lake to the West.  There were 11 of us total, so we split into groups of 4 and 3-each taking a floor.

It was pretty quiet and uneventful until about 10:00 when we put a flashlight at one end of a hall way and went to the other end.  We started asking the basic question and BAM that flashlight goes off.  We're thinking it's shorting out when it suddenly turns back on.  That happened four times total, we got it on video and then it just stopped.  Who knows?  K2 meters were also going crazy for one group-and there is no electricity in that building.  We still have to go through the EVP sessions and see if anything pops up.  Overall, I'd say it was not as exciting as I was hoping it would be, but an experience for sure.  And the cops did show up, but after talking with them and showing them the paperwork they were like kids in a candy store.  "Stop by the Police Dept. and show us if you get anything!  Anytime-3rd shift, just stop by, we'd love to see what you get!"  Good stuff.

Talked with my sister, who is still in the hospital.  And still on suicide watch.  She can barely talk she is so drugged up.  I feel so bad for her, but what can you do?  It's out of my hands, I can only be there to talk to her, listen to her, to encourage her, have her back.  It's such a process, getting to the bottom of it all.  And it is beyond heartbreaking to watch someone you love go through it.  But I am only one person.  I am learning slowly that I cannot save the world, only me.