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Solitary Confinement
Have you ever had that sinking feeling in the pit of your gut and you cannot figure out why?  I have that today.  I had that yesterday.  What kind of doom and gloom should I be preparing for now?  I wish I could be all sunshine and daisies, but that girl would not be me.  A little darker, a little less outgoing, a little more independent-that girl is me. 

I have noticed that I've been retreating into myself more often lately.  I think that's typical of winter.  For me.  Yesterday I worked alone.  Then I went home and painted alone.  Cutting myself off from anything with a pulse.  And I liked it.  It gave me a clarity I can't explain.  It made that sinking feeling ease up.

I just feel boring.  Even my blog is getting boring.  Because all I write about is being bored. 
Posted by ladiegodiva on 2008-01-22 14:53:46 | Rating: n/a | Views: 64


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Posted by
anna40
on 2008-01-22 15:10:14
 
I DON'T FEEL BORED, I FEEL ALONE, YOU SEE IF HAVE NO FAMILY, I LOST EVERY ONE, MY HEART RECENTLY GOT BROKEN, YOU FEEL BORE AND I FEEL LONELY, LIFE MY FRIEND IS NOT A BOWL OF CHERRIES, WE HAVE TO PICK UP OURSELVED UP AND WALK.

JUST WALK...

ANNA
 
 

Posted by
badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-01-22 15:14:02
 
hi ladie!
anna's not so terribly wrong...there are things you can do...things that only you know...to shake yourself up and take charge of yourself. don't be a passive witness to yourself, get involved...i can't help feeling that you are way too strong to let yourself feel like this...
good luck!!!
:o)
cheers!!!
 
 

Posted by
Mamacita925
on 2008-01-22 15:28:27
 
there are times that all I want to do is sit in my house bymyself and write. It's cleansing for the soul I think.
 
 

Posted by
Rajah1116
on 2008-01-23 07:23:05
 
it's okay to need downtime, we all do from time to time, I hope you are feeling more social soon, as I miss you on here and your witty ways! *hugs*
 
 

Posted by
DouglasMB
on 2008-01-24 09:48:00
 
That happends to alot of people in the winter months, maybe save up a lil and hit up a spa one weekend just for you. Rejuvination!! Recharge your battery's, Then find some misdirection, away from your every day life. some thing taht takes you away from work, away from home, that takes you mind off of life but yet stimulates you.
 
 


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