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 Not a Monster
Don't remember me,
I want no flowers or songs.
Pretend you never knew me
as soon as I am gone.

You called me for forgiveness.
That call I couldn't answer.
I had no need-it was all on you,
it had nothing to do with me.
You needed to say the words to yourself.

Just believe.  See you like I do.
Without the mistakes and labels clouding the mirror.
Close your eyes and just pretend for a minute that you are me.
Baby can you see you now?
Without the guilted shroud and weightless doubt?

That beautiful man...he is why I lived.
He is why I loved. He is why I was there when you needed me.
He put me in front of that same old mirror and said:

      "LG-Close your eyes and just pretend for a minute that you are me.
       Baby can you see you now?
       Without the guilted shroud and weightless doubt?"

You see now and need me no more.
It's someone else's turn.
So I need you to remember that lesson just learned.


    Posted by ladiegodiva on 2009-07-07 21:33:08 | Rating: | Views: 84
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wow, LG I need you now
Posted by  tonyrayhutchison  on 2009-07-07 21:37:39 
  
you've gone to bed, so I want to comment like I have some sense....

My life has run the gambit from the highest highs of fame and fortune to the lowest depths of destitute depression and you were there reading them all.
you never took from me or judged me or told me lies.
more often than not you blessed my life without ever knowing..

many here have watched, many have helped me through, but always when I was down, through all the blood and dust i saw you..

and you saw me...

not the monster that for so long I believed I was, not as the taker, the heart breaker, the dealer or the dead. you saw in me something more; and more importantly you made me believe that that more is exactly what I am.

Only Molly could capture my heart, but not even she could open my eyes. You've done both.

I love that you are in my life. I love that you gave me back my life.
I love you my Juliette. My best friend
Posted by  tonyrayhutchison  on 2009-07-07 22:03:19 
  
that was really touching. Thank you again for a wonderful piece of work.
Posted by  KendoIvy  on 2009-07-07 22:14:09 
  
Girl you can write some awsome words. I loved that and how how deep and touching.
Posted by  michelle8angels  on 2009-07-07 22:35:57 
  
LG.....That was powerful!!
Posted by  4kids23  on 2009-07-08 09:42:10 
  
Thanks all. Just things that people all too often forget. Trust me, there have been many times when I couldn't stand on my own.
Posted by  ladiegodiva  on 2009-07-08 18:26:28 
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