Have you ever hit a point in your life, much like a brick wall, where you feel the need to completely reinvent yourself? I am there. 100% ready to morph into something I currently am not. Why? What's wrong with me as I am? Nothing really, I'm just sick of it. Bored and unfulfilled.
I feel....uninspired. I don't particularly enjoy my job. I don't have any hobbies that are "in season" at the moment. Outside of you and my husband, I don't have any friends within a 100 mile radius of me. Over the last 3 months I have spent more time in the ER than I have doing anything I've really, honestly enjoyed doing. (Not including my recent vacations)
So, here I am. Ready for a change. I don't know exactly what that entails, I only know that it is already happening. It is well under way and in progress. We will just have to wait and see what this death of my old self brings, what new and hopefully improved creation emerges.
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