I'm so glad I've been there for everyone else but me. So glad I've sacraficied myself and my life to listen to what you had to say. To encourage you when you needed it. To back you up when no one else would. To do your bidding without hesitation. To worry about you when someone had to. To notice when things were not right. To know when you needed someone. To offer up myself to make you feel better.
The real kicker of it is-it seems it's a one way street. You have no time, no patience, no understanding, no concern, no interest when it comes to me. If Aaron were not here, I seriously wonder how long I would have to be gone before ANYONE would notice.
So keep it up. Take all your frustrations out of me. Whip your vengence across my already bleeding back, tell me all your guilty secrets because you know that they are safe here, just keep using me until there is nothing left. Take, take, take.
But don't bother with a thank you, I am here just existing, sacraficing myself and looking forward to a long, painful, lonely life. Thank you for helping me to find that conclusion.
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