There are some things in my life I want to change. Some people I want to slap in the face and forget. Some people I thought I knew, who in the end turned out to be the very definition of hypocrite and fake. Let them keep talking, saying their same old lines. Let them keep looking down at me like I'm the one who should be ashamed. I'm done. They wanted a friend, they got it. They turned into a couple of bitches, so can I. I'm over you.
I have also decided I don't give a rats ass about this stupid job. I marched my pretty little professional self right down to the HR/Office Managment Department and told them that on Wed. I gave them an ultimatum. Knock that jerk-off down from his high horse or I will find another job. I do not care about you or this place, but I am a damn good worker and deserve a little respect. I'd rather starve to death and, yes to be blunt, have Aaron divorce me than be this fricking miserable any longer. Yes, that is, word for word what I told them. Yesterday was fabulous. I'm over it-money and benefits and all.
One more thing. I am who I am. Always have been and always will. You "can't put a price on a piece of mind". What am I trying to say here? That money does not make happiness. Aaron is stuck on money. Money, money, money, money. Yes I know we need it, yes I know it matters-but I am finished playing along. If it makes me miserable-I will leave it, I won't do it and you cannot guilt me into it. I'm done with that game.
What else? There are no rules. I've said that. To reinforce it, I will make my own rules. Again, I always have and so I always will. If you don't like it or don't agree with me: you know how to find the door. I do not need you or society or anyone else to tell me how/what I should be. If it makes me happy, so be it. In the end, the only thing you can really count on having is yourself. And so, I'm done trying to make everyone else happy-it's my turn. I am going to be the one that's happy. Because, when you break it down and strip it all away, I am the only thing I really have and the only guaranteed constant in my life.
With that, HAPPY FUCKING FRIDAY PEOPLE!
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