Ladie .. I've had those very feelings most all my life. I've had more jobs and careers by the time I was 30 than most have if they keep working until their 90. It's like this burning voice that jolts from the soul straight to the brain. It hounds me constantly with no real clue as to what to do, where to turn or how to begin. You know that you are destined to do more & be more than what we are right now.

I can't really help you with an answer as I am still searching for it myself.

It's taken me a while to get there, but I've finally discovered that living life by the "tumbleweed" method erases all such anxieties. Trust in destiny (and the wind) to take you where you're supposed to go. All things will unfold as they should (or so I've been told!) - so far so good :)

LG I don't know how often you read my blogs, but you might have seen my remarks on fate and destiny; fate being the end results of worldly circumstances, and destiny being the end results of forcing your world to bend to your will.

Now LG I understand exactly what you are saying. I have had many talks with my family to include my wife about the way I feel inside, and nobody understands. Sometimes I find it almost unbearable and the only time I find relief is when I am doing what I was destined to do. I have known since the age of ten what it is that I should be doing. The last paragraph of yesterday man cave tells of the challenges of me becoming a writer, so I don't want to hog up your post here with a rewrite.

Here's my suggestion, there is something that you are extremely good at some talent that is well developed and it might be a talent that is hidden. So spend some time in seeking what that talent is, and then how best to use that talent. Just to let you know it has to be doing something that you love. Follow that love and you will find your destiny.

Big D

Thank you very much all of you! Good to know I'm not in a corner all by myself on this one.

Kaos: I gave you up for dead! Glad to see you're back.

Queenie: That Bootlady is one of the most awesome people you will ever meet. Online or in real life.

LG, I have been there many times, sometimes I just had to wait the feeling out, other times I just had to forge thru and make changes happen. Good luck figuring it out Sweetie!

I know, lets become Gypsies. BootLady says live be like tumbleweed & let the wind take you where it will. That's what Gypsies do! Lets do it!!!! :)

One book - "The Artist's Way" by Julia Cameron...look for it. I totally agree with Boots, just keep moving forward no matter what!