Ok Arik, I am blaming this one on you. After reading your blog and checking my blog for the last 3 days to find a whole lot of nothing...I too am sick and tired of giving a crap about what other people think of me and whether or not they like me. I could not care less if absolutely no one reads this.
I didn't come here to find friends, I didn't come here to get reviews, I didn't come here to take a spot in the popularity race. But that is what ended up happening. I actually ended up honestly caring about what people thought, what they had to say and that care, somehow, ended up turning itself into concern. I actually ended up checking up on other people here because I wanted them to know they weren't alone, I wanted them to feel validated. I wanted them to feel like they were worth something.
In the absences I have taken how many people emailed to see if I was ok? What was new? Where had I gone? After all the emails and comments and prayers and caring and energy I've spent on everyone else but me---I feel like yesterday's latest trend. Used, used, used, used, used. And now? Forgotten.
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