Thoughts.com Blogs - It has been awhile!

I see that they have changed up this whole posting thing... haha... almost all of my posts are "explicit".. oooo... alright then.

Ya so ... As i was saying before.. It has been awhile... So much has happened. Where should i start?

Well.. Dyllon and I are happily together. He is so amazing. He accepts me for who i am and he tries so hard. I read my old MSN convos with Travis and i just shake my head. I was sooo desperate and tried everything to keep him when he wasn't even worth it. I wish i could see then what i see now! But thats not the point. So much else has happened....

Well.. turns out i have HPV. That was the worst day... I have to go and get surgery soon. It fucking sucks. And ive been sleeping with Dyllon when i didn't know i had it.. So fuck.. 1# worst girlfriend in the world. Yet he never got mad he was so supportive, he was just worried about me and the surgery and all. I'm not excited for it, thats for sure.

So this week was probably the worst though. With the good comes the bad... Dyllon = good, Everything else = bad.

I got in an accident on Wednesday afternoon, some crazed lady rear-ended me. It wasn't bad damage, just a scratch, she said whatever take my info call it into the insurance company and we'll do it that way. That was easy. So then Thursday afternoon, like, a block from my house, i get into ANOTHER accident. Not even 24 hours later !!! geeze... Only this time it was bad. I rear-ended someone right infront of the college. This stupid lady slammed on her brakes for a crosswalk and i didnt have enough time to stop, so i swerved onto the sidewalk to try to avoid her and ended up hitting the peice of shit van anyways, and i hit the bus stop pole... and fucked my car right up. All i could do was sit in my car i just started bawling and shaking soooo bad. Some people who saw everything ran over and helped me out of my car and i was so embaressed.... but i was crying... and i seen the damage and i started crying even more i was liek " i cant afford this!!! " and everyone was asking me if i was okay and i didnt even really care. lol. stupid hey? i was okay.. my shoulders and back hurt but thats about it. So these old fat bitches get out of their van and they are COMPLAINING sooo much "ooo i hurt i hurt... my neck my shoulders everything hurts so much!! " okay.. their van was drivable... and i didnt even hit them that hard and my car had to get towed cause there is no way i could drive it. God they drove me insane. If i was fine.. they shouldn't be that bad. I can understand some soreness but they wouldn't shut up. God ... it just made everything worse.

Well turns out they are suing for injuries.. thank god im covered.. but their van was written off and we are waiting for news about my car.. but it shouldn't get written off cause it's worth more than the damage is i think. Its a pretty nice car.. so we will see... but ya my insurance is going to skyrocket for 4 years and i lose my safe driving and all my premiums get more expensive... this sucks! and i got a ticket for following too closely. And just to think.. i was a block from my house!!! damn....

Well... thats my life in the past month!!! And i have 5 midterms in the next 3 days... which sucks. so i better get off here. lol.