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I'm the worst, K and D are so right
I have a huge wall up for EVERYONE
I never let anyone in
I bottle everything up and burst out of no where for no reason
I have no idea why I'm like this
I feel like I have so many people I can talk to but am afraid to talk about things to anyone
my problems are minuscule compared to others
maybe thats why?
I think things wrong and just feel stupid talking about it
the only person I can somewhat open up to is my mom and thats very rare
most times I just don't want to bother anyone with my shit
I don't know how to talk to people
I get defensive ALOT
I'm selfish and most of the time don't care
I do realise it, but after the fact
am I wrong for living this way?
why do I do this to myself?
why can't I talk about anything?
why am I afraid to cry?
why am I afraid to talk about my feelings?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
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Posted by kweenb on 2007-12-28 11:57:04 | Rating: | Views: 70
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aww BernASlut. It's hard to just change who you are. Just keep and open mind and try to stay conscious on how you feel.
I'm really defensive by nauture. I hated being that way, and I try not to... but like you said you just have to learn to idenify your feelings. KNow that if someone cares about you, they're probably not trying to offend you but open you.
Maybe one day I'll try to chizzle that wall again... it's hard when your on the other side cementing it again. ILU<3
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2007-12-28 12:56:21
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spanx <3 you too!
I just hate me and how I suck at life anymore well always
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Posted by kweenb
on 2007-12-28 16:48:54
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