I been thinking about her ALOT lately I don't know why out of no where she is just always on my mind
I guess b/c her stone is up now?
I dunno I miss her
and it sucked that we werent really allowed to be friends
but as soon as she was gone it was ok that we were secretly being......Read More
my last blog had 233 views
I think thats the most views I have ever had
and it was the first time I have written about Jess
well on thoughts, I wrote about her in LJ alot right after she passed
Today has been the longest day!
and next week is gonna suck being my first full 5 day......Read More
so I got a text...
she says: I love him, but I want this guy
why can't I have my cake and eat it too?
I respond: this is a problem for you?
she says: I dont want to hurt his feelings, but would like to fulfill my needs
I respond: it never stopped you before
she says:......Read More
I have a bad feeling that when C moves in we may have some arguements
I dont want to but I just feel like its going to happen
even though she swears she will never leave her room I know its not gonna be like that all the time
I've been trying not to think about it and when I do I try to......Read More